[<] MOOD - soooooooo tired
[<] MUSIC - conan
[<] THINKING - need sleep, need money
yeah so today was spent mostly at Quen street and the Royal York Hotel. that is a fucking expensive really nice hotel, i kinda feel like a celebrity when i go there. anyways, i went by much music and through the window i saw this guy, he was dressed like george, the same height, same body type same hair etc. so i walked away happy because i had finally sen georg who i <3 but then later when i was walking back i waked by th MM building again, and he turned his head kinda and i saw a lipring, so it wasnt george b/c he dosent have one =( so sad
anyways, i was talking to Tka and she was like how me ex and his girlfriend were standing in McD and she was all pathetic and throwing herslef on him and crying. apparently a very pathetic scene. now normally i don't talk about his ass b/c he is dead to be but tka brought it up b/c she was like 'is she moving or something' but he's moving off to college. HA! a long distance relationship, i give it two weeks. she'll be whoreing around markham soo fast, seeing who elses boyfriend she can steal. then they will break up on the phone and that will make it 2/3. and about the same length as all his others. i see a pattern here. GOD. my life rocks now. i can't think how pathetic i would be now, i would have no friends and my life would revolve around him. oh well. i rule.
[<] MOOD - tired, stomach kills
[<] MUSIC - Dannii Minogue - I Begin to Wonder, Evanescence - Lies
[<] THINKING - stomach hurts
I saw Mr Dressups 'Tickle Trunk' today. and his easel, stool and all his puppets except for casey and finnigan. KICK ASS. mr Dressup was my life when i was a kid, he was so amazing. i didnt expect to see these things, and then i turned the corner in the CBC building and they were just there. Cristina didnt understand why i was freaking out because she came to Canada when she was 10 so she missed the whole Mr Dressup bandwagon. that sucks for her. hahhaha. Cris and i had a nice lunch, it was cool just sitting in that park-made-of-stones-and-statues thingy beside the CBC building. it was cool and relaxing, but then i had to leave and go back to freak/geek hell.
well, i'm back from all the cottageing
*hugs computer* *hugs candice* ewwwwww, nevermind, *hugs neither*
so i'm back from all the cottageing, all the drama and emotions. it was ok, the weather sucked, i was bored. i needed friends to come with me to my cottage so i would have fun, but my friends suck and everyone was like 'i don't know if i want to come' 'make it another weekend' 'if so and so is comeing than i'm not coming' 'can we get drunk?' GOD
so yeah, cristinas back!!!! yay!! i still havent seen her. i've talked on the phone but it's still jot the same. i miss my little romanian ballerina. so yeah. i had lots to talk about, i even spent time this weekend thinking about what iwould write here but now i dont want to.
ok, heres something strange. i read this book years ago, it was called cat something. i knew what the cover looked like and that it was purple. i havent been able to find it since. however, i went to a used bookstore on the way to the cottage and i looked at every single fantasy and science fiction paperback book, looking at all the purple ones, then just as i was about to give up, on the last shelf at the bottom was this book. KICK ASS!! i mean, how weird is that, i didnt think i would find it. it's called CatsPaw by Joan D. Vinge. this is good. two finds so far in used bookstores, No Doubt - Live in Tragic Kingdom and this book. COOL
I read Uma's copy of The perks of being a walflower. Amazing book. it reminded me of myself. the main character Charlie was screwed in the head because of something really bad that happened to him as a kid. i am screwed in the head partly becasue of soething along the same lines as what happened to charlie. it wasnt as bad, and i've only ever told candice about what it is and what happened, but it contributed to what happened. this person, my best friend is probably the reason i'm so fucked, and the sad thing is that she is such a whore and a druggie and will probably end up pregnant turning tricks at the end of some street one day while i remain a smart straight edge who has a good life ahead of them. ironic.
oh, i bought a ND poster, the same picture that is at the top of this page. i dont have room for it but i think i'm gonna put it where i painted this ugly picture on my wall.
today should be a busy week, with the convention starting on thursday and going until sunday or monday and everyone either starting school next week or moving next week, i really want to spend loads of time with my friends but i wont be able to unless they come downtown and i meet up with them for awhile. cristina is doing that on thursday becasue she has orientation near where i will be on thursday so were meeting up for lunch. great!! so yeah, fun fun. i'm gonna mis uma the most. i will miss everyone else, but uma the most. it's scary how much i'll miss her.
anyways, off to bother candice and uma on msn, i guess is hould stop ignoring candices msgs now
[<] MOOD - hot!!!
[<] MUSIC - That 70's Show
[<] THINKING - I"M FUCKING BOILING
so i'm going to the cottage tomorow
Cristina's flight came in at 9:30, i phoned at 11 and she wasn't home
i told her brother to tll her to phone me but she never did. it's too bad because i wanted to talk to her before i left. oh well. it sucks. i'll be back monday sometime.
today was pretty cool, everyone came over to my house then we went out then came back and watched movies and hung out. but it's too hot to really do anything. i started to make Mina a purse and a wallet. i need to finish the purse and make a change purse then i'll be done, they look kick ass. i'm gonna make uma a purse. if anyone wantes me to make something just tell me, it's fun to do.
[<] MOOD - hot, tired
[<] MUSIC - none, tv
[<] THINKING - about a carryout named alex at white rose
tired
hot, need a/c, it's like 30 degrees in my house!
yeah i wored today for the last time in a couple weeks
then i have PAID VACATION, that kicks ass!! i get to be paid to do NOTHING! sorry, this is a new concept to me
work was ccol, it was all good people. i havent worked with Mike B in sooooo long, when he saw me he gave me a big bear hug and lifted me off the ground. it made me feel good, knowing that he missed me, i havent seen him since the begining of summer. he's such a nice guy, like a teddybear.
at work, theres also a new carryout at work. he's pretty hot, i didnt talk to him much, only a bit. i dunno, he seems really nice to all the customers but whever he talked he was swearing constantly. the last two people i went out with didnt swear at all
OOOOOOO my dad got invited to the toronto film festival, and he's allowed to take a guest. hes taking me, and said that i want to see nicole kidman. that would kick ass if i did see her. i love her.
yeah go to my site to see my latest adventure, even though it happened on july 1st
[<] MOOD - still sad about my hair, HAPPY about my layout
[<] MUSIC - none, tv
lets all say this together "WE LOVE YOU CANDICE"
say that to yourself at least 10 times a day and she might make you a kick ass layout too
yeah, i just made two mini sites called "CANDICE and SARAH'S WILD AND CRAZY SUMMER ADVENTURES"
[<] MOOD - tired, hot, SAD <---- MY HAIR!!!
[<] MUSIC - NYPD Blue
*snif* still sad about my hair. i showed Angela and she was shocked. i know i'm over reacting, but seriously, look at the pictures in the blog before.
went shopping today, then went to white rose and booked my vacation. it's next monday to the 8th. whoo. i get paid for two weeks of nothing.
this is what i bought
-jeans
-t-shirt (with kermit the frog)
- cd - Dannii Minogue - Neon Nights
- dress (ON SALE and PRETTY cool)
yeah, uma and me bought lots, karen only bought a little and candice bought NOTHING, you little freak!!!!!!!!
*SOB* MY HAIR!!!!
IT'S GONE!!!
*cries frantically like a big baby*
why the hell would i do something like this!
i love my hair
just look at the before & after, in the before you cant even see the end of my hair
before after it's gonna take sooooooooooooooooooooooo long to grow back, i swear three inches means three inches not a fucking foot!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
[<] MOOD - hot and HAPPY (thanks candice you kick ass)
[<] MUSIC - Marilyn Manson - The Dope Show
Candice just left my house. it was kick ass, we had tons of fun. first i went to work, 9-2, then candice, my mom and i went to the mall to buy angela's bridal shower gift. we bought four champagne glasses and pain, then candice and i spent like 3 hours in my backyard painting the glasses, when i upload the pictures i'll give the link out. they look cool. then we ate, then we spent like 3 more hours making a kick ass card with brushes on photoshop from nocturna.net and we hung out in my room till 10:30. it was fun. kick ass.
tomorow is the bridal shower, there will be like 80 people there. i dunno how it's gonna be, but i'll have candice there to keep me company. i'm in a good mood. i got another e-mail from cristina. she comes back on thursday so it shoud all be good again. wow summers almost over. crazy
i was never going to post here again, then i became a part of history. i sat in the dark all last night bored b/c no lights means sarah can't read. so here are my observations about the whole great blacout of 2003 thingy (in no order)
1) it rocked
2) i didnt have to go to work, i was leaving my room to go to work when *flicker* no more power
3) candice was at work *boo Hoo*
yeah, i got bored of my list
so anyways i was getting ready for whork when the power went out, so my dad and i hoped into the car and drove a block listening to the radio, then we turned around b/c it was maddness on the roads. people need to learn all about four ways stops. i was amazed at the extent of the blackout. Damm Americans!! yes, it's all you fault. *note, i don't hate them, just felt like saying it* yeah, so i sat around, got a tan, read Bridget Jones- the edge of reason By: Helen Feilding it was funny, even though i've read it b4. then everyone in my house went to bed at like 9:30 b/c it was too dark to do anything else. i listened to music until like 2, then i fell asleep. then i woke up at 6:15, 15 minutes after the power came on. so i turned my fan on. =)
i had lots more to say but i'm boiling hot, no a/c. the cool thing about last night was it was so dark and quiet with only crickets and some sirens (i have two fire stations near me) but now on 14th ave they have tons of genorators going to take some of the strain off so i can hear this distant rumble. oh well.
fuck it
my friends suck
white rose sucks
family is ok
life sucks
hy do i even bother with this shit?
no one even comes here, no one cares, just like in real life. i should just give up and end it. screw it
[<] MOOD - good
[<] MUSIC - "My Guide to Becoming a Rock Star" on Tv
So yesterday my mom told me a bedtime story. when i was little she used to make up these storys before i went to bed called "Princess Unicorn". earlier in the day my sister and i got into this funny ass fight about which story's were better, the ones my mom told me or the weird ass ones she told my sister. i laughed so hard that i cried.
so before she went to bed, she made up a new story and told it to me.
[edit] - in the princess unicorn stories i am princess unicorn, her real name is sarah, and she lives in the coulds with her unicorn friends. and yes, the stories kick ass!!
[<] MOOD - meh (oh, sad, Gregory Hines died)
[<] MUSIC - tv
so i was going to post on friday, but then candice's blog crashed my computer. then i was going to post yesterday, but was too pissed off, i don't remember why. so yes, now i have alot to talk about, but don't feel like it. ok, i'll try
OO I just got a e-mail from cristina. i'm jealous, she got to go to paris.
On friday uma and i saw How To Deal. it was ok, the books were better. the thing about the movie that pised me off, was the fact that it combined the two books and changes how someone died, and totaly changed the end. she's not suposed to get the guy in the end. she dumps his scrawny ass and learns that love sucks, but in the movie, noooooo she has to get the guy.
yesterday i worked, then i went to the taste of the danforth, then to this south asian festival where i met up with karen and mina. i got henna on my had, it looks kick ass, mina asked the girl to do a freehand traditional thing, and she was done in like 3-5 mins. sh was fast. it was amazing.
yeah, i had alot to say but i'm not in a good mood because of my fucking brother
[<] MOOD - TIRED
[<] MUSIC - news on tv --- now i'm watching striperella on tv, but it's a rerun i've seen twice, ok now i'm watching the simpsons, dammm another rerun i've seen before, it's the one where apu cheats on his wife with the squishie lady
THE CROWS ARE DEAD!!!! MUAh... haha all the thousands of crows were killed by west nile. Oh, only in Canada. I should make a shirt saying 'I come from Canada and i have westnile, mad cow and SARS, come kiss me' or something ghetto like that
yeah Emily and i went to a Latin dancing class at the Y -- or YMCA for white people like me. yes i don't work out, i tend to be the overweight white girl in the crowd, so dancing for 2 1/2 hours is KILLER. i'm tired. my legs hurt. but it was FUN. Emily was my partner, she was the BOY, just because she's taller and has done it before. so yeah it was fun, the teacher was pretty cool. he was this short black guy with tons of energy. he danced with me at the begining.
ok, that just bothered me. that 'new' blockbuster commercial with the rats, just reused the fotage from the first blockbuster commercial (you know the 'shake what your momma gave you' one) and just added in one scene of dancing rats and dubbed new music over it. that pisses me off. do they think were dumb.
so today candice and i went shopping, i bought a nice shirt, jeans some star earings, chandelier earings, a bandanna, a belt and thats about it. but i'm going to return the jeans, yeah thats about everything
Quote- "Can I lick your fingers? Meet me at the mail slot." Homer just said it on the simpsons, it souded odd
[<] MOOD - meh
[<] MUSIC - none, washing machine making a loud ass squealing noise
so normally i don't go to big ass expensive restruants. you know the ones where it's like 20 bucks for a sandwich. well, yesterday i went to two. don't know why. i went out to lunch with like 30 people from high school to a place by my house called devonshire or something. then i went out to dinner with my family to an expensive itallian place called carmalenias --- wow i can't spell
[<] MOOD - tired
[<] MUSIC - the Chris Isaak Show (on Tv)
my stomach hurts, hmmmmm
i think i'm gonna start doing yoga. i dunno how long it's gonna last. oh well, yeah tomorow is the whole big lunch thingy at a restruant near my house. i might actually walk, if it's not raining. getting a ride is dumb, it's like 5 minutes from my house. or 10. anyways, back to chris isaak and then yoga.
so amall dilemma, i want to go to the comicon at the end of august. it's the weekend before the world con (world science fiction convention, i'm selling stuff, i'm a DEALER, but not that kind of dealer) which i'm going to anyways. but my mom has now decided to go to my cottage that weekend (the big cottage) and i havent been to a cottage in over a year, and i'm not going on vacation at all this summer. but this seems to be the only weekend to go. but i really want to go to the comicon. it's not like there is going to be anything there that will not be at the world con, but i want to be with friends. so i dunno. what should i do???
so alots happened since wednesday. much of it sad. lets start with the happy.
ok i took florence and cristina out to their goodbye dinner on wednesday after work. we had fun, it was kick ass, and i am now broke. then i went over on thursday before their flight to pick up something i forgot. i'm going to miss her sooooo much. she's the only person who phones me consistently and makes an effort to include me in their activities. this means that i'm going to have to now make an effort to do things. ahhhhh i'll start on tuesday. too lazy now.
candice and i went to pacific mall on friday, but it was strange, we both just got really bored so we just went home.
then today i went to white town canada, otherwise known as Chatham Ontario. we dropped in(how you can drop in on people after a three hour drive, i'll never know. you can't say 'i was just dropping in' when its a premedatited plan to go there. oooo off track opps) andyways, we (dad, sister, me) dropped in for lunch on my grandma. i havent seen her in over a year because i'm always working when we usualy go over there. and i got to see my fave aunt. then we came home. that was it.
so now the sad. my family being extremely white, we have two cottages. anyways, my aunt was going up to the cottage with my twin cousins and many assorted pets when some idiot cut infront of her and she totaled her car. now she's broke already, can't afford to get a new car and she has to. that and her wrist is broken in three places. so it sucks for her. the plot then thickens. my grandparents(it's their cottage) just got back from getting my aunt and kids and assorted pets (three hour drive to cottage) when they get a phone call from my other aunt who was on the way to the cottage saying that they are at the hospital about half an hour away from the cottage. my uncle is now in the hospital, but its not serious. so thats all my family drama. but the real sad thing is that MY BEST FRIEND IS GONE FOR THREE WEEKS AND NOW I'M STUCK AT HOME WITH NOWHERE TO GO ON VACATION BECAUSE THERE IS NOWHERE TO GO AND NO ONE TO GO WITH. yes thats about it.
name: Sarah Louise
age: 18
birthday: November 21home: toronto
nationality: canadian school: York University
status:Singlework: unemployed height:5'2 eye color:brown/topaz hair color:Brown but
dyedBLACK as INK
