[x]MOOD - good :D
[x]MUSIC - Kylie - I believe in you
i dont remember if i bitched about the fact that i couldnt find V Magazine here in canada becasue they dont sell it here, but i was kinda pissed becasue it has a pretty Gwen spread and a really nice Scissor Sisters spread. but anyways, when i was down in the Beaches the morning aka Queen st East doing my Social Science observation, i found a import magazine place. it rocked my socks. it was better than the other import place that i know of. the way i rate import magazine places is by the amount of Vogues or Elles they have in stock. the other one on the danforth had only two Vogues, and they didnt even have the american vogue. the one on Queen st east had like 5 Vogues and 7 Elles. they rock my socks. and they had all the british import music magazines that i was looking for. sadly too late, but i did get my big ass V magazine :D :D ... it's bigger than a fucking book, heavier than a book, the pages are thicker than a fucking book, and it was more expensive than some books i own. but i now have it in all of it's glossy prettiness. and i shall spend the day drooling over the goregours scissor sisters pictures.
i got my cottage project pictures that i shot a week ago, and some of them look amaizng. but fucking shoppers didnt make me a cd. what the fuck? the reason i go there, other than it's the closest, is the fact that they make me a fucking cd. i live in a digital world, i like digital pictures. i love my digital camera. i put my pictures up on deviantart, which is online. i'm not fucking scanning them. bah. fucking hell.
i think i'm going to a photography show later today. fun fun fun. maybe then i can actually get some filters that fit my lens. my lens is a 58mm, my dad's is a 42mm or something like that. he has like every single lens you could ever want for a camera. and in differnt sizes b/c he has like three cameras, but the largest is a 55. so poor me. i dont get any lenses. :( maybe i can uh.. steal myself a nice digital SLR at the show :D thats the only way that i'm gonna get my hands on one.
[x]MOOD - tired
[x]MUSIC - scissor sisters - tits on the radio
ok, so basically this is a models needed post. i dont know how many of you read this anymore, but if any of you do, and would be willing to model for me for my next photography assignment, or would like to help out with my next photography assignment and i will model (i'll be in like 75% of the pictures anyways) i need you on tuesday or wednesday about 6pm at my house. it will all be fairly arty shit. i havent quite thought up my theme, but i'm thinking something revolving around "Music is the Victim"...
and if you're unsrure about this all, i promise that it wont be anything like what happened when poor emily had to model for me. if none of you know what happened, i took a pretty picture of her, and since it was the best one out of all the pictures i took, i chose that one as the one that i was going to develop in the dark room. i now have about 20 zillion copies of that picture developed. i had to use it for two assignments. so if any of you would like a print of emily so you can seem all stalkerish like me, just ask. i have many in varying shades of colour becasue i have no idea what the fuck i'm doing in the dark room, and in different sizes.
no, what i'm going to do with these pictures is develop them in the dark room and put like thigs over them, basically anything. it's kinda hard to explain. but for example, i made a test one with a bent piece of paper the other day, and while i was developing a picture of an apple, i put my hair over the paper. so it developed the picture, but you could see my hair in white over it. so i'm going to put things like paper and other things over the pictures.
so if you can model for me, comment or tell me, and tell me what time on tuesday or wednesday you can.
[x]MOOD - tired, good?
[x]MUSIC - Scissor Sisiters - The Skins
[x]READING - 123 pages of the social science readings that i was suposed to do over the last four weeks, go me!
hmm, i came here to write a boring, nonsense post, but then i just found out that christopher reeve died yesterday. thats so sad. he was 52.
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why do the scissor sisters not have a good fansite? like i know they have tons of fans, but i cant find any good fansites. bah. i guess i'll just have to keep on lurking on the SS msg board. which is pretty cool, becasue it's one of those boards where the band actually posts. Jake Shears and Ana Matronic rock my sock. Miss Matronic becasue she is just fucking cool, period. i'd like to be her friend. and Jake becsaue he is again cool, but he has good tastes in books. seriously. when people who are in the public eye are smart, know how to form sentences, and like to read, i adore them. so Jake and Ana are joining my 'smart musicians club' yay! john mayer now has company.
this is what Jake said about books that totaly surprised me, other people other than emily me and my mom have actually read and liked this book,
"I just finished an AMAZING book, called The Sparrow by Mary Dorian Russel. I highly reccomend it. Its suspenseful, engaging, sad, terrifying. You must really get past the first hundred pages though. Theres a lot of set up to get through before the story really starts. Speaking of stories, i cant wait to start writing them again. I feel like I havent written fiction for years (I havent actually). I have a story idea bouncing around in my head. Maybe when i write it, Ill post it up and whoever wants to check it out can read it."
yay!!
moving on.
after i was so sick recently, and it too FOREVER to get better, my nose has now started to run. 'tis fairly disgusting. emily has a runny nose too, but i was only at her house yesterday for like two hours, so i dont know how i could have gotten a runny nose from that. it's not like we were making out or anything. :D
oh and i have another reason why i wasnt to buy V magazine, but i cant becasue they only fucking seel it in the states and other countries like England and Japan, but not fucking Canada. on the cover is Gwen with a great photoshoot, and inside as well as the great Gwen pictures, are some amazing Karl Lagerfeld shot Scissor Sisters pictures. *falls over and dies* fucking V magazinge.
ok... i have procastinated for long enough. i have 123 pages of reading to do by next tuesday, and it's looking like it's going to be the most boring shit ever. and i have all my other readings to do too. and i have photography shit to do, and i would so like to put the pretty layout that i made up, but the tables are fucked, like whever i post a picture, the layout goes all wonky, so i'll have to fix that too.
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aww... shirley rocks my socks. how did i not know that she made this?? it was like two years ago.
oh how this moment made my day/week/month.... possibly month. but for sure week. i bet you emily and i will still be talking about it/obsessing over it for at least week more.
today has been pretty good. my baby visited today, so i have a few more cutsey baby pictures posted at my LJ.
today was actually a really good day. i feel loved. both uma and cristina called me. :hug: i should make a bigger effort to call people. and to maybe even leave the house.
i was talking to my dad today, like no one in my family has a life, we never leave the house, and this is like the third friday where i have had to tape 'our shows' for my dad (Joan of Arcadia and Third Watch) becasue hes gone out the past three fridays. so we looked at the calendar, and hes been out every friday for the past 5 weeks. strange. i went out with him for one of those, but seriously, everyone in my family has no life. well, my brother has a GF, but still.. no lives.
so, i dont know if anyone would be interested, but i would like to do some actual photoshoots, like get someone to model for me and let me take both digital and film pictures of them, and let me put them up on my DA site, and possibly use for photography projects, if i need to. so, i dont know if any of you would be interested in doing that, but if you are tell me a time that would be good for you and i'd see if i could work with that. i also would like to try to shoot some film pictures with black and white film, becasue i never have and the results can look amaizng. i want to take B&W next semester, it's apparently so much more easier than colour.
anywhoo.... this was really just to tell you that i'm not dead.
i hope to make a new layout soon. i love this layout, but i've had the tinglings of wanting to make a new layout, which hasnt happened in awhile, so maybe this weekend i will. i do have a 4 day, now three now that fridays almost over, weekend.
I worked on my stupid ass social science project today, it's completely retarded. I'm pretty much done except for writing a description and totaling all the shit. FUN TIMES.
and I apparently have an exam on Tuesday. oh joy!! And I still have to do much of the readings. Like 50% of them.
but the good news is I thought that I had a assignment due on Wednesday, like an essay, and I was like 'oh fuck, too much shit to do, I quit' but it's not due till the 18th.. yay! So I wont decide to quit school till later, when I'm really stressed.
summer is officially over. I haven't closed my window in my room yet, but I'm wearing a sweater. It's downright chilly outside. Like it's going to go down to 4degrees or some shit like that tonight. fucking hell. I'm moving away to some warm place that doesn't have snow, hurricanes, earthquakes or large natural disasters.
why the hell cant Toronto be warm year round?? It's really nice to go to school and sit on the lawn and 'read' (in the event of sitting on the lawn, 'reading' becomes 'people watching') bah!
I really have nothing else to say. My life is entirely uneventfully.
I've been thinking a lot about my future, more specifically next year. I've been contemplating the rationality of staying at York. I'd love to do one of those school aborad things, but being as I'm the middle child of three, which means three university tuitions, I'm probably not going to be able to do it. So I was contemplating going to another school next year, but my mom brought up that we'd have to pay for rez and stuff anyways, so why not do the school abroad. I dunno. My whole rationale for not going to York next year is that I'm miserable. I'm not making friends, I have no way to make friends, I seem to be loosing friends more than I'm making friends, so why not put myself into a situation where I'm going to be forced to make friends. I have a lot to think about.
name: Sarah Louise
age: 18
birthday: November 21home: toronto
nationality: canadian school: York University
status:Singlework: unemployed height:5'2 eye color:brown/topaz hair color:Brown but
dyedBLACK as INK
