[x]MOOD - EXCITED WEEEEEEE!!!!!!
[x]MUSIC - Fleetwood Mac - Edge Of Seventeen
[x]READING - nothing... too excited
i'm like freaking out right now. i'm just in such a super amazing mood. i feel like running around yelling and jumping around. i'm all jumpy and twitchy with excitement. it's a good thing i'm not going to bed tonight, i wouldnt be able to sleep anyways.
so first things first, i finished my first year of university for good at 10pm last night. i had a shity three hour essay exam, which worked out to be two long and two short essays. total shit. but i sat with all the people from my tutorial and it just felt good to have friends around me. and i dont think i completely failed, so it hopefully will turn out all good.
now for the big news. in about 9 or 10 hours i will be leaving to go to the airport and i shall be heading towards San Francisco, which is currently in the midst of a heat wave (yessss!!! this happens everythime i've gone to california, they have a heatwave ) i shall be back sometime on wednesday. i'm so excited :D i'm gonna shop sooo much. and take some kick ass pictures. my deviantart site hasnt been updated with actuall photos in a while. yay :)
in other news, my dad bought me a junker cell phone to replace my very broken one. it's the model before mine, which bothers me becasue i was used to a better phone. but it's still all good. at least it's better than jacobs shit phone. when i get back, i need peoples phone numbers becasue all i have are my dads, cristinas, emilys and candices.. that was all i had written down. but i have a phone that works which is good. whats funny is that it's a refurb, so whoever had it before had 'I LUV U BABE' written on the welcome note. that just cracked me up.
i watched Love Actually with my mom today, i love that movie sooo much. it put me in an even better mood. when i get back, i'm gonna have to make some of you watch it with me, it rocks :D
ohhh.. and i have a big favour to ask of anyone who has rogers digital cable. they are unscrambling BBC Canada next week so you all get a free preview, which would be great it i had digital cable, but alas i do not. so if anyone has it, could someone please please please tape something for me. please. next wednesday, 'a millers tale' is on at 9. and if someone could tape that for me i will love you forever.
So anywhoo... i guess this is a see you later message. when i come back, i'll make a new layout and put up all or most of my pictures for your viewing pleasure. and i'll try to get them in print by Cristinas birthday, so that you can all see them.
anyways.. have a nice time while i'm gone :) dont do anything i wouldnt do
today was a good day. in all it's non productiveness. i realized today how i miss seeing people on a regular basis and just talking. i stalked both Emily and Liza at their respective jobs, and it was great just to talk to people. even though we didnt do much talking. but still. so hopefully everyone will be able to go to the few social events that are coming up soon. i will have movie days, i promise. i'm kinda having one on thursday, if anyone wants to come over, sometime in the afternoon and watch Love Actually with me. I *heart* that movie. i'm going tomorow to buy it.
so today when i was in Winners stalking Liza, she showed me a corset kind of top. very cool. it's pretty short, above my bellybutton, and well.. it's a corset so it's kind of revealing. but i love it. i've been looking for a cheap one for awhile. if i can pull off wearing this one in public i shall get myself a real one. it will be a very dita von teese moment :D ... oh, and for any of you who care, Dita Von Teese is engaged to her bf, Marilyn Manson. yay.
i have one more exam, on wednesday. i havent started studying. it's a hard one to study for. a three hour writing exam. from 7pm - 10pm. fun times.
*gack* thunder
oh, so if anyone has any requests of things they want from the states, comment and tell me, and if it's inexpensive, i can get it for you. i'm already getting emily some chocolates. and i may buy myself another LAMB purse.... not that i need it.
i was gonna write more, but it just started raining and the lights are flickering, and theres thunder, so before everything crashes, i'm turning this off.
[x]MOOD - bored
[x]MUSIC - Joseph Arthur - Honey and the Moon
[x]READING - bio notes
warning ...... mindless, random babbling about crap
i've been really really bored these past weeks.. has it been three already? wow... i had to check the calendar, i'm becoming delusional. i have lost all sense of time and space. i keep telling myself that may shall be different. i shall sadly be working alot at WR, i cant get out of it. i have no desire to do any work whatsoever, of any kind. so i guess i should make the most of having a job wile i have one. then go job hunting when i get back from my trip.
i think i'm so bored because there really is nothing to do at all. i sleep in late, i'm usually home alone, or my mom is home. i atempt to study, and when i figure i've atempted enough, i give up and do something else. yesterday and today that was watching a movie. i watched Down with Love yesterday and Le Divorce today. both were decent, i didnt like the ending to eiether. but i loved the settings for both.
today i havent even gotten around to studying. i moved my notes with me around the house as i tried to avoid the sounds of screaming children. you'd think that since it's now a french immersion school, they should like scream and yell in french? no such luck. but i was considering going out there and teaching them the few french words that i do know, none of which i learned in school. but i dont think their teachers would enjoy that at all.
so, since i would like to be more organized and all. i shall make a list of what i mneed to do for these next few weeks.
today - study for bio (probably the hardest thing on the list, actually making myself do it)
Friday - work, study
saturday - study
sunday - write bio exams
monday - study for SF
tuesday - Study for SF, buy Love Actually wednesday - study, then write exam at 7pm
thursday - kidnap people and make them come over and watch Love Actually, does anyone waht to come over??
friday - i wont be sleeping thursday since i have to get up at 3 for my flight.. so yeah.. friday i leave
wednesday - home sometime
thursday - stalk emily
friday - clean room
there... now i have a plan... it's very boring and mundane, and i shall probably end up doing none of it
bah.... i need something exciting to do. i need a hobby. i used to spend my summers reading, but i dont feel like reading, i've done too much of that this year.
dammit... first it was the samm children.. now it's the fucking birds... HOLY SHIT... is it like mating season or something. now i have to go hide downstairs again.
oh... and i made two tem layouts yesterday, anyone have a preferance for one above the other?? LOOK
like there is no one else in the world but you. you know that thats impossible, that there are billions more people in the world, but right now you feel as if you are the only one.
you feel all the pressures that society places on you weighing down on your head. the need to be accepted. the need to go to school, geta degree in some socially accepted field. get a job in that socially accepted field. spend the rest of your life, in that boring mundane socially accepted field, sitting in a office with no windows, for the rest of your life. when all you really wanted to do instead of becoming socially accepted was to run off with the cirucs and spend your life with other people who society has deemed as 'outcasts'.
you sit in your room feeling blue, wondering why you should get this degree in this field that is socially accepted, yet is the farthest thing from anything you want to do. you wonder why you should even bother to go to class, to take notes, to do your readings, to do your homework, to show up for your exams. why should you have to go to school, to be taught. when is learning about the DNA structure or learning what some stuck up dead philosophers thought, going to help you in life. when will that moment be when your're mid crisis, and you need to save the day, and you suddenly realize that you have spent your entire life doing nothing and learning nothing, and now you can't save the day because what are Froud's ideaologys on life going to do to help you?
you are taught that you have to do something with your life, that life has a meaning, the grand question of your life will be to figure out the meaning of life. but what if theire isnt one, what if for everyone it's different. what if there is not point in living. why do we get up in the morning, go to mundane jobs we hate. pay for expensive schooling that will not give us life tools that will help us survive in this rat race called life. why do we eat three meals a day. who said that we need three meals to sustain ourselves. what if it's really four? or two? what if we dont need food at all, what if we have been tricked into believing that we need to eat inorder to sustain life. what if it's just a big money making scheme. we pay for our food. then we get fat becasue of our food, so we pay to work out in gyms, then we pay for diets, then when that dosent work, we pay for liposuction.
why do we need to have a perfect nuclear family? why do we need to have a spouse? need to get married, have the 2.5 children, the perfect house, the perfect job, the perfect lawn, perfect white picket fence, perfect over priced car.
what is perfection? what is normalcy? am i normal? or are you normal and i'm insane? or are we both insane?
does normalcy make you happy? can you honestly say that you are completely happy following societies ideals insead of doing what you wanted to do?
what is the point of playing along? feeling insignifacant amoung the billions of normal people who are congesting the world with their perfect lives and perfect families. why are you shut away and deemed insane if you show any variation from the 'normal' mold.
what ever happened to simple things making you smile? why is everything all gloom and doom? why am i not alowed to sit in my room and cry? why is that considered abnomal?
is there anyone who finds beauty in simple things and isn't afraid of being boring? is there anyone left in the world who finds pleasure in going against the grain? who does it because that is who they are? instead of doing it because being an outcast is 'cool'?
why do we do the things we do? why do i sit here alone, feeling like i have no one who knows the real me, and knowing that it's completely true, becasue even i do not compltely know the real me.
why do we put on a preformance every day? act all 'ghetto' and 'gangster' because it's this years fad. or last year why did we all act 'punk rocker'? why do we change ourselves to look cool?
why do i need to have a boyfriend, a husband and children? why do i need to be in 'love', when no one really knows what love is except for a chemical imbalance. depression is a chemical imbalance. it's considered an illness and is corrected with drugs. why is love not considered an illness? when all it will bring you is more pain?
why can't people understand that i'm happy not having to deal with a man, or love?
why can a man sleep with 20 women and the world would be fine with that, but a women sleeps with 4 and shes a whore.
[x]MOOD - shoot me
[x]MUSIC - shoot me
[x]READING - shoot me
did i ever mention that i have a public school behind my house? and that that public school happenes to have recess outside, where for some unforseen reason, every single kid out there feels the need to scream ..... alot.
and now that it's warmer, there are gym classes outside too. so rather than having the three times a day recess screaming, i get the constant screaming. except with the gym classes i can hear the teacher giving them directions. ao i get screaming all round from 8 am until 3 pm... where at 3pm the children go home. but alas, the three mary had a little lamb children seem to want to spend ever more time outside. so they go to their house behind mine and play and scream and giggle and laugh until it's dinner time. so this is now 8am - 6pm, constant screaming.
i am going to shoot myslef.
i hate children. well, i like babies and can stand children in small doses. but OHMYGOD. and did i mention that their is a catholic school behind the public school behind my house? and that they dont have the same recess, so when the public school finishes recess, the catholic school starts. this is just not fair. some people have exams.
you would say 'go to another room' i could go downstairs, and it would be the same thing. i could go to the other side of the house and taht would be my parents room or the family room. both of wich are dark, lacking in natural sunlight. and both of wich hjave TV's. and both constantly have other people. because somedays i'm home alone and other days like this, niether my brother or mom have work.
this is surely payback. i used to play outside in the summer with my 3 friends who lived on this street. but i know that we did not play the recorder over and over again. and when we were loud... it was at a house with no house on the other side. and i went to that public school, so i guess this is payback for 9 years of recess. yet, i never screamed during my recess, what i the point?
arrrrrgh.
the gym class just went inside and i had 10 moments of silence. now it is eiether recess or another gym class. i cant see anyone. but i can hear the screams.
yelling at children is bad yelling at children is bad yelling at children is bad yelling at children is bad yelling at children is bad yelling at children is bad yelling at children is bad yelling at children is bad
murder is illegal murder is illegal murder is illegal murder is illegal murder is illegal murder is illegal murder is illegal
[x]MOOD - stupid children
[x]MUSIC - stupid children
[x]READING - TRYING to read bio notes
there are some stupid children outside in some backyard behind me playing 'Mary had a little lamb' on a recorder OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.... they have been doing this for half an hour
SHUT THE FUCK UP!! some people are TRYING TO STUDY!!
but alas, yelling at children is BAD
ha.. i went to get my camera to take a picture to prove that they are real, and they went to the other side of their house... WHERE I CAN STILL HEAR THEM
[x]MOOD - good
[x]MUSIC - Matthew Good Band - Apparitions
[x]READING -
i was going to write all about sunday yesterday, but i had a fairly depressed, do nothing all day kind of day and did well, nothing all day excepr instal my fancy new printer that's now not working. So now, i will instal another printer today.. yay!
THis is going to be a long post, be prepared.....
So today i went and ran all around York... Fun! and in the RAIN.. even FUNNER! I had my advising appointment, which was kinda dumb becasue he said exactaly what i thought he was gonna say, that i have to fill out a 'chane of major' form and get it signed by the department. But he gave me the good news, i can double in Sociology and Film Studies. So i got my socilogy signature, then i got lost in the Fine Arts building so i didnt get that signed. i need to do some thinking about what path i want to take anyways. i have until june.
oh, Karen, i'm making a doctors appointment for a physical soon so i can get my knee and my acne checked out. yay!
So, anywhoo.. onto talking about work on sunday. Thehighlight of my day unfortunatley happened at 11, which sadly was when i started. i was working with a great group of people, and we were just joking the whole time. anyways, so when Emily, Michelle and i were counting out money in the office before we went on cash, i could hear some guy yelling outside, now people yeling happens all the time so i thought nothing of it. and when we all went on cash we could see this guy yelling at Anson (MikeP) and he was being really really rude. i'm not going to go into what he said, but he was causing a big fun becasue he had a TEN DOLLAR credit for WR and he wanted his money. TEN FUCKING DOLLARS. so he was saying that he was going to take the stuff he'd wanted to buy with the credit since we already had his money. all this time his wife was just standing there, like she'd seen it all before. Anson told me later all the things this idiot said, he was a complete bastard. like it's ten fucking dollars, people who loose $300 in gift certificates dont object half as much. but anyways the bastard was yelling and going 'call the cops, i dont fucking care' so Anson called the cops. and two cruisers came. whoooo! exciting! we were all very excited. we considered going uotside and waving as he left. but sadly, the cops took a report and gave him a warning. i wanted handcuffs. but alas, it wasnt to be.
that was the highlight of my sfift, but the rest was good too. there were the hot guys at Emilys cash. we never get hot guys at WR, but we got two on sunday. but we think they were gay. hot, but gay.
there was a whole 'priest, rabbi and michelles brother' thing, but i'd be laughing too hard to be able to type it out.
ooo, and i told off customers! well, they were michelles customers, and they were arguning with her over how they wanted a larger discount on something and the manager said another 10% off, and becasue were bankrup we cant give more than that, and these people wee pusing it and poor michelle had to repeat herself over and over and over 'i can give you 10%' and teh stupid fuckers were arguing, so finally i turned to them and said 'shes told you over and over, she can give you 10%, if you want to buy it, then buy it, youre not going to get anymore than that. take it or leave it' oooo, 'twas fun fun. then michelle got into this huge argument in chinese with this old couple, shes not even sure what she was saying becasue she dosnet speak much chinese. it was funny.
then after work it was easter sunday dinner at my grandmas. i brought cristina and emily along becasue it was after work and i knew that they would enjoy being fed, and holding the baby. i shall put pictures up later, but for now heres one, it's very very large becasue i havent resized it, but enjoy.
oh, i dont know if this will work, but i found it on one of the Garbage fanboards, go look, it's funny
yes... you all needed to know all that. now i have to go instal another printer and then print notes. or i could just watch tv.... hmmmm..... hard decisions.
:: do you realize that you have the most beautiful face
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[x]MOOD - meh
[x]MUSIC - Blondie - Good Boys
[x]READING - nothing
[This was written yesterday, as today is now sunday.. but blogger was being a bitch and wouldnt let me post, i have another long entry to write about today, but i shall do that tomorow]
I dont mean to be a comment whore, but i just dont ever feel like updating my journal becasue no one comments for days. and i know i have a ton of people visiting my site a day. unless you all are random people who have stumbled upon my journal, which i know you are not, thats just shitty. i try to write long comments on everyones journals. but i do know that alot of people are busy with exams and such. but it still makes me feel shitty.
moving on
I realized today that the only way to make working at white rose bearable now is to turn it into a drinking game. And it is very very easy to get completely smashed with only a few ques to drink to. Like, if a customer asks you 'Are you bankrupt??" thats one shot. If they ask you "When are you closing?" thats another shot. If they ask you the two together, thats three shots. If they ask you "when are the sale prices going up" thats another shot. and if they ask you the last three questions together, just take 5 shots... you deserve it. If a customer asks you if they can use their credit notes/gift certificates, thats one shot. If they argue like all customers do over that, then screw it all and take three shots.
The list could be endless. If i had done this today, i would have died from acohol poisioning. seriously.
So, i dont know if any of you who knew me in grade 10 remember when i completely blew my knee. i know Uma will. to make a long story short, my stupid bitch of a gym teacher flipped me while we were plaing soccer and i twisted my knee and something was all fucked up. my doctor said to wear a beace and it should be ok. well, my knees been a little off ever since then, it constantly locks up and i have to crack it to make it unlock. and it also just randomly cracks. like if i squat down to get something, it cracks when i get up. like an old person.
so on thursday night... pretty much while i was trying to get to sleep in bed. my knee fucked up again. it kep on locking while i was lying down, so i would crack it, and eventually, it got back to the state that it was in like 4 years ago. and on friday i could barely walk. well i could walk, i just couldnt do stairs that well. as the day went on, it got worse. then i had to go to work today, and i wa hobboling around the store and i was popping advils (not good... like CANDY)and it got ok, except then i got a sharp stabbing pain in my kneecap (not good) and now it's ok. it's not as swollen and not so stabbling. but my brother had to carry me up to my room (i dont do stairs well) and when i go down to eat soon, i'm not coming upstairs until i have to go to bed. if it gets worse again, i shall have to go to the doctor.
bah
i'm not looking foreward to trapizing around York on tuesday trying to find the stupid office for my appointment in South Ross. i just found North Ross in the second last week of school, and even though i've been there before to register, i have no high hopes. i shall be taking the elevator. yay!
Oooooo! today i made someones drink go up their nose! score! A carryout, Em and i were in the break room, and we were talking how people come up to us and go 'Do you work here?" when we obviously do. so i was like, "well i just say, 'No, i like wearing these clothes becasue they turn me on" then Emily wnet into fits and his iced tea went up his nose. 'Twas good!
So yesterday Cristina and i went out and got our nails done, i forgot how hard it is to type with them. it's very intermolesting. Next time we'll have to ake Mina with us. It's just we'd never been to this place before, but this place did a really good job and didnt fuck up my fingers like most places do. and they were so nice, that i didnt mind the arm and a leg it cost to get them done.
I'm on a Blondie kick right now. yay for Blondie.
I think i'm going to be very bored this summer. So far, i have done jack shit this week. i work the weekends, but the weekdays are just plain boring. everyone is still in school or studying and dosent want to do anything, so i havent even bothered asking if anyone wants to do anything because i know the answer will be 'no, i have to study' or just plain 'no. So meh. i guess this will just be a usual summer, with me sitting at home getting depressed. but now i'm gonna have to find another job.... anyone want to hire me?
I really want to get my life together. there are certain things that i need to do inorder to feel like i'm ontop of my life. Like i need ro clean my room, get a job, get some form of a social life, get more clothes, get in shape, choose a major.. basicaly pick a direction for my life. I have an appointment at York next Tuesday where i have to pick a major. i'm eiether gonna get into film, the 3rd year media course or just say fuck it and pick sociology.
bah
I was going to do these whole movie day things, but i cant have them on the weekends becasue i work, and no one can come on the weekdays. BAH. maybe i'll just have it sometime next week, and if only one person can come then it will be me and that one person watching movies.
i had things to say that were informative and happy and shit. but for some reason i cant think of any. and i'm in a pretty good mood except for a headache. oh well
anywhoo.. off to go..... do nothing.... which is starting to wear down on me
[x]MOOD - good
[x]MUSIC - Bush - Mouth
[x]READING - bah
So, another new layout. This one will hopefully be up for awhile. I finished it at 2am this morning, and i'm very proud of it. The pictures were scaned by Maria.
[x]MOOD - good, achey and tired but good
[x]MUSIC - No Doubt - Love to Love You
[x]READING - same as before... i havent touched it in like a week
So, i havent felt much like updating this blog recently. as you may have noticed. But then no ones really updating anyways. meh.
I'm tired right now, but not the normal tired. you know how sometimes when you sleep alot you wake up still tired. or is it just me? anyways, i fell asleep early yesterday, i just couldnt stay awake. i slept form like 12am - 12pm. but i woke up at 7am and it was restless from there. maybe thats why i feel so heavy headed. i just want to curl up an go to sleep. so i'm having a lazy day instead. i havent done anything really productive yet, except for wash my hair, which i would have had to do anyways, but i did blow dry it incase i went out. but i dont think i'm gonna do that anyways, people have things to do places to go.
I have the largest urge to go shopping and buy loads of clothes. It's kinda scary because i would so spend a shitload of money and not care, with the mood i'm in. maybe someone will go with me later in the week. *hint hint* I think i've been wating too much SATC, i just want clothes.
So i worked the whole weekend again, so i ache all over. Saturday was the worst. we made $45000, and we had 7 cashiers running at full tilt for most of the day. then i left. but it was so fucking busy. i'm becoming a complete bitch to customers, and it feels great. but anyone would be if you had to answer the same dumb retarded questions over and over and over and over againe. i'm not jokeing. it's so dumb. in another month or two i'm really gonna snap at someone. and what are they gonna do, complain to a manager and try to get me fired? who really cares, i'll be unemployed by june anyways. bah. i didnt really want to rant about that. i'm not in a ranting mood. i'll do that later. one journal soon will be a whole rant dedicated to stupid customers.
anywhoo, i did start talking about work for a reason. so on sunday, it was daylight savings time and the clocks moved an hour forward. so jacob and i started at 9am at WR, and we got there and there were no cars in the parking lot and the doors were locked. so we waited, two carryouts came and were waiting, then another cashier came and was waiting. then Mike came then Mel came and were were waiting. finally my dad was like 'i want to go home, get in someone elses car.' so we all got into Mikes car and Mel got in and at like 9:20 we said 'fuck it' and went to Tim Hortons. 'Twas fun. so i like worked for an hour later and still got paid (bonus). The manager Anita slept in. But we had fun. It was as candice would say 'pure jokes'. then i had to actually work and that was shit.
Oh, and something bad happened at work. Well to me bad. My phone died, and i dont know why. it's not tha battery because i tried Emilys battery and shit like that. and i'd used it earlier to call WR to see if someone was in the store when the doors were locked. So i put my SIM card in Jacobs phone, so my numbers still the same. except that i lost all your cell phone numbers and i only have some people house numbers. i have Em Candices and Cristinas cell and house numbers, but everyone else *poof*. lets hope i can eiether a) get my phone fixed or b) get a new one.
anywhoo... i should do something productive today like clean my room.
[x]MOOD - GREAT!!!
[x]MUSIC - No Doubt - Everything In Time (London version)
[x]READING - Diana Wynne Jones The Lives of Christopher Chant (i had exams, no time to read)
I'm on a euphoric high right now.
I can't believe it that I have actually pretty much completed my first year of University. Like completed and pretty much passed.
This is ME. When have i even been able to do something this big and do it well? if you were to look at anything that i did in high school, you would have never expected that a) i would get into University and b) i would pass my first year.
i should stop saying that i passed, i still have two exams left to fail. But STILL!! I'M DONE. FIN.
So much has happened to me this year. I have grown in so many ways, it's not very obvious, but to me I am a completely different person. I better person. I can be alone and independent and be ok with that. before, in high school, if i had to spend a lunch period alone, i would get all depressed and scour the school until i could find someone, anyone, to spend my lunch with. Now i spend hours and hours alone at york, and i like it. i get work done, i do loads of thinking. I also am ok with taking public transit. Me with my anxiety disorder, i dont like large crowds of people and when youre taking the bus home during rush hour, you are crammed like sardines into that bus. But i only had a panic attack once on the bus and that was the friday before reading week, and not becasue of the crowds.
I cant believe that i actually finished (almost) this year without failing, becoming seriously depressed, seriously stressed, or suicidal. i actually like university, and the big surprise is that is actually like my school. who would have thought. i never like my school. my only problems were 1) the abundance of fast food and the frosh 15 i gained 2) having to walk outside to many of my classes 3) how it always rained or snowed while waiting for my monday bus with like 200 other people so i'd have to wait longer. .... i have more. but my mind stoped working yesterday after my last exam. And it's not planning on starting to work again until i have to start studying.
So for now, thats all i have to write. I will blab on about Uni later. OOO. But i do have some good news on the grades front. Remember that 20% film presentation? no. well anyways, i got a B+ on it. not too shabby :D and on my 30% film essay, i got an A (hahahha!! wee!!) and on my Blade Runner group presentation last week, i got a A (yay!!) so yes. i actually did do good. sadly i only just started to get A's... oh well.
::EDIT:: 10pm
so i have started the room cleaning. I've never been one to clean my room, when it's clean i cant find anything. But it's been really bad for months but i've had no time. So i juststarted in a small area infront of my small bookshelf, and so far i have discovered many things.
- if i was alergic to dust, i would have died long time ago. so much dust. in like a 1 foot by 2 foot space.
- i found a hammer. i didnt know i had a hammer
- i found all the books that i borrowed from my parents, yet never read and never returned. i should probably give them back
- i found my bible. thats not gonna be much help to me now.
- i found my guitair chord book. again, not gonna be much help.
- i found an unopened bag of tea..... now even i am confused by that one.
- ooo.. my grade 10 report card.... burn that
- a grade 5 math book.... ooo, i sucked at math back then too
- hahahah! an autograph from Cory Kim from Kiss 92... ewww!!
- a thing saying i had a cat scan at Sick Kids hospital
and i'm not even done looking at this book shelf/floor
name: Sarah Louise
age: 18
birthday: November 21home: toronto
nationality: canadian school: York University
status:Singlework: unemployed height:5'2 eye color:brown/topaz hair color:Brown but
dyedBLACK as INK
