:: I tried hard to mend my wicked ways, Acted like a lunatic for years
::
[<] MOOD - happy
[<] MUSIC - The Sounds - Like a Lady
[<] THINKING - look at my KICK ASS new layout
kick ass
sooo BLUE
yes. the date thingy dosent seem to be working though. hmmmm. it was before. meh. for those of you who really care, its almso 11pm on tuesday night. ok?
yeah. i am such a procrastinator. i did my bio homework, it's total CRAP. but i did it. and because i was feeling sick, i decided i didnt want to read. nothing would stick in my head. so i did this!!! i like it. but who knows how long it will last.
no one is on msn right now, i can't get anyone to check and see if this layout works. hmmm. where is emily when you need her? i know candice is sleeping, i made her sick (muah) and she went away. la de da. ok. if you are reading this, and can see the words over there <----- and the picture at the top of Shirle Manson, then the site works. goodie. if you can't see anything, then you wouldnt be reading this.
*random* yesterday on TorontoOnes' news they had this segement about education. i dont wach T.O.One but i was surfing and i saw MMHS. yes. they were at Milliken, and they were in the libiary w/ a 11/12 class. and the freaky thing is i knew everyone.and they had this interview thing and they interviewed like 6 people. i knew them all. it was Inderdeep (asshole, fucking die) Samantha(grd 11, i know her from music) Jennifer C(uma, from our soccer team) Peter M, someone else and JUDY!! weird eh??
:: With your cherry lips and golden curls, you could make grown men gasp when you go walking past
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[<] MOOD - sick
[<] MUSIC - my head spinning with gibberish
[<] THINKING - giber giber giber
today i woke up and wanted to kill myself
so i went back to sleep
then i woke up again an hou later and i felt even worse
so i went back to sleep
then i woke up again another hour later and wanted to drop a bomb down my throat so that i could breathe
so i stumbled around until i found DayQuill.
DayQuill is my god
i cold actually breathe! and after two cups of tea (ewwww i hate tea!!) i could actually swallow and kinda talk. i pity the person who phones me today. i'll sound like death warmed over.
procrastination = SARAH
i actually did my biology. me dont like it so much any more. too hard. i'm too stupid. all i remembr from science class in grade 9 was the teacher was an idiot and i failed. and from grade 10 i was the smarted person in the class, i got to sleep and talk and hang out with the other smart people. applied science rocked.
yeah i have the sudden urge to go spend money. i just want to go to Queen street and BUY EVERYTHING. but i'm poor, and it's gonna rain ALL WEEK. god, the rain is what caused this cold in the first place!!
i am becoming uber obsesed with Garbage. it'smore for the music and shirley. with NXD i'm obsessed with the whole band, xtremely obsessed with Gwen and obsessed with the music. does that make sense to anyone?? anyways. i'm listening to mostly Garbage now becasue i've listened to the same NXD songs over and over again for YEARS. but now i've listened to the 5 garbage cd's i have (2 are b-sides i made) non stop for like 3 months. i only listen to one or two cds on the bus but thats like every day for hours, so i need new music. i dont think i can wait until febuary/march for the new cd. ahhh.
that whole paragraph made no sense. i think i need more dayquil.
hmmmmm
i had something to say.
oh yes. i have like hundreds and hundreds of pictures on my site. i was considering making a photo site. but i'd need room and html skills and time and money and effort. so i decided not to. no on would come anyways.
Who wants to go se a movie with me on Saturday??
Who wants to go to Queen street with me on Friday?? (depends on the rain and how well i am)
:: oh let's burn, the factory, that makes all, the wanabees
::
[<] MOOD - sick
[<] MUSIC - the ringing in my ears
[<] THINKING - not much
sick
kill me
sick
i'm better than yesterday though.
i had to work and i almost killed myself before 3:00 came. But ceclia was sooo nice to me. and crisina, nikki and andrea were all cool.
i fell asleep at 9 yesterday. i went to lie down after dinner. but i wasnt sleeping, but luckully i put my PJ's on and took out my contacts becasue i feel asleep. but i woke up at 7 today. ewwwww. that may have had something to do with the fact that my mom was yelling at my brother to hurry up becasue they had to leave to go to the cottage. yes. i'll be all alone on tuesday becasue theyre gonna be at the cottage. *sigh*
oh, i made a friend. go me.
Angela is getting married in two weeks. =)
i went into WR today for an hour b/c i had to observe a 'public setting' for Sociology. so i observed Em and Anglela. it was fun but i felt lik shit, and so did emily. shes a sickie too. oh, and why when i'm dressed in street clothing, just standing there writing somthing, why did people come up and ask me questions?? do i look like i work there. but i did bag some ladys plant for em b/c she was stressed.
*pats self on back*
*random* i'm gonna stop posting comments on peoples blogs who don't post on my blog, why bother. if i waste my time reading their blogs and post comments just so that they know i care, but they can't do the same for me. why should i waste my time
:: So no, of course, we can't be friends Not while I'm still this obsessed
::
[<] MOOD - happy
[<] MUSIC - none
[<] THINKING - i need to work on my baithing suit body
so many many things to say.
first, Wednesday -
i had a Bio lecture then a Lab. i actually had alot of fun. i had a lab partner this time so it was really cool. then later i had my first Film Tutorial. i went into the room and was sitting waiting for the TA, and i was really excited because there were some really cool people in my class. they all seemed so happy and i dunno, film students. then i realized i was in the wrong room. i was suposed to be in the next room. so with seconds to spare i went into the proper room and i looked around me and god, everyone looked so old, depresesed and i dunno quiet and dark. it was suck a difference. but it was all cool. we did the whole thing where you go around the room and say your name, major and why your taking film. i was like dry. i'm gonna have to say, 'hi my name is Sarah, i don't have a major becasue i didnt get into film so i'm taking this course becasue i didnt get into film.' but like 5 people before me said their major and were like, 'yeah i'm here becasue i didnt gt into film' so i felt beter. then after i said my bit, the guy next to me was like 'what she said' so i didnt feel so dry. half of the class was there because we didnt get into film. i felt so much better. and we got into this whole debate over how none of us understood the moviewe had watched this week. i had fun.
TODAY
i had a long day. thursdays are my worst day. i had a tutorial for sociology. that class is fucked. we have to read the text book, which the teacher wrote, we have to go to her lectures, which have nothing to do with sociology at all, like last week we learned about critical thinking and this week we learned about writinga report. and we also have to read these long ass articled off the internet AND there are also online lecures and notes that we have to listen to. uhhh ok.
i almost feel alseep in SF culture. god. so boring. so so boring. kill me. please.
i will have NO money if i go. i still have to ask my perents first. i have a feeling they might just say no, becasue it's in the carrebian. if i can't go then i'm gonna plan a summer time trip to england. becasue we get four months off that means more time to work, like we'd work for two months, then when everyones getting out of HS, we'd go. i dunno. i may just end up doing that anywasy. i just thought of that. as i was typing it. i get cool ideas.
Oh, EM i know why we keep on seeing Lindsay at the begining of our Bio class. Probably becasue she's in it. DUh. hahaha. yeah when i was walking home today she pulled up beside me and was asking me if i needed a ride tomorow. and she was like 'anytime you need a ride just ask' yeah, it was really nice of her. everyone thinks shes mean, but if i think about it, other than when she was following Helen's lead in Public School, shes alwasy been so nice to me. i'm never gonna ask her for a ride but it was nice of her to ask.
OOO, here are new titles for some of the songs for the new garbage album. I can't WAIT!!
- Hangin' with the Bitches
- Right Between the Eyes
- My Bad Boyfriend
- In My Happy Home
- Sex Is Not the Enemy
- Honey Bee
- Teach Me Tonight
- Nobody Can Win
- More than Enough
OH, HUGS <3 <3 to UMA and CANDICE
*RANDOM* hahaha, go to garbage.com Shirley manson cracks me up. it's so funny because she really dosent give a shit. like this,
"Watched the NFL opening ceremony on tv and lo and behold was our Britney not on there with her new comeback single.The real jury's out until I hear it on the radio but when the backing dancers are better coiffed than the star, then there's a big problem.I mean......I've talked about this very thing in my diary before.......why oh why oh why does Britney keep working with tacky stylists who put her in what looked suspiciously like a ten dollar pair of rayon pants?!??! And those icky little shorts? I mean.............whose idea was that?
I was sincerely hoping that Britney was going to learn from the hideous example set by her nemesis Xtina and come out of the box with a smash hit and looking ready to kill in any outfit other than one that looks like I could have grabbed it off the shelf at Wal-Mart. "
or this, big big props (haha candices word) to her for this, go shirley, i just want to hug her.
"Hate myself today.Feel really fucking fat and ugly and that makes me want to go smash things up.
I know I'm being so stupid.I know I should be past feeling like this these days.I'm a full grown woman for godssake.I'm supposed to be "matoor" and balanced,accepting myself for who I really am, yadda yadda yadda yadda............
But if it's all so very "it's not what you look like,it's who you are inside" then why the FUCK is everyone so bloody concerned with the surface of things? Why is everyone so bloody concerned with appearances? And why is everyone having plastic surgery and why is society so accepting of it? Why is it that every female orientated magazine I ever happen to come across contains article after article on botox and collagen implants and breast augmentation and liposuction and facelifts and tummy tucks and how to keep your man's eyes on you and not on your best friend and how to look younger longer and how to flatten your abs into a six pack and how to squeeze yourself into a size 2 and how to make your friends green with envy with your uber hot, beach body and how to get a perfect, whiter smile etc. etc.
It aggravates me so much! I don't fucking read anything on "How to live with yourself when you wake up in the morning and look in the mirror only to discover you're not a perfect 10." or "How to deal with the fact that you're living in a world who's values don't mirror yours" or "How to value yourself as a person in society despite the fact that you don't have white teeth and you're not a size 2 and you don't have flat abs and you'll never look like Jennifer Anniston in a million years and your boyfriend is forever checking out your best friend and you would never dare step out on the beach in a bikini for fear of abject ridicule and your tits are too small or they're too big or you've got laugh lines around your eyes or your butt is hanging down to your knees "
I mean for gods sake................. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO WITH ALL THAT FUCKING STUFF?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!! "
:: damsel in distress, is quite submisive, look how sombre my vanity is
::
[<] MOOD - tired
[<] MUSIC - Moulin Rouge Soundtrack - Come What May (finale)
[<] THINKING - about LOTR, seriously. i don't know why though, i've only seen the first one
god i'm so tired.
the first two weeks of school have officaly caught up with me.
for some reason i was only getting five hours of sleep a night during the first two weeks. normally i need 8 in order to be concious the next day. but i was fine. awake and happy. then yesterday i could barely keep my eyes open during my lectures. then i fell asleep at 9 pm while reading 'From the Earth to the Moon' (that book will put anyone to sleep) i had a good 13 hours of sleep. yet i'm still so tired. thank god jacob took my shift today or i would have fallen asleep at work. i still have so much reading to do. a whole essay to write. but i can't make myself do it. i think the whole university thing is hitting me. i keep on having things happen or seeing things and then i thing 'i can't wait to see uma, or mina or someone at school tomorow and tell them.' but i wont be seeing them tomorow. or anytime soon. i'm friendsick. i miss everyone. i want life to be easy again. i like university. but it's too hard. i don't particulary like the real work. i'd much rather live in the one that i've created in my head and have been living in for years. why can't i do that.
i don't want to disect a bumble bee tomorow. don't make me.
why did it rain more than when that huricane came through??? i waited for half an hour in the pouring rain. the rain drops wer the size of golf balls. i was soaked!!! and people who bud in line for the bus when there is about 100 people in line should DIE. they should go get pushed infront of the bus.
luckully my dad picked me up from cetnerpoint mall. so i only had to take the bus halfway. and i didnt have to walk home wich would have soaked me.
i'm so tired. i need sleep. but i have to read first. i got jacob to take my shift tomorow. so i can read more. and do a lab. and start an essay. yes. i need to go dry out.
other than the water thingy i have nothing interesting to say. nothings happened. it was school. i listened to lectures watched a movie and a short movie and sat around alot. and the guinea pig is still wacked in th head. she keeps on trying to bite my nails off.
[<] MOOD - happy
[<] MUSIC - 'Six feet Under'
[<] THINKING - wow, like 15 people visited my site today. i don't know 15 people who know about this site
so today at work was actually fun. it was Angela, Justin, Ceclia and Anita. Angela and i had a kick ass time it was funny. and Justin was a sweetie. we had this drunk guy in. he was driving mina, anita and m NUTS. but Angela can handle anything so she had fun teasing him. he apparently was a family physican, and he was soo drunk. it took an hour to get rid of him.
CANDICE - from ANGELA - YOU ARE COMING TO HER WEDDING!!!! And YOU ARE TO DRESS UP PRETTY!!! AND HAVE FUN AND DANCE ALL NIGHT!!!
I really enjoy university, but I enjoy sleeping in too. And not going to school. So instead of going to school I really really want to sleep in. I can do that on Tuesday but I have a sucky shift. It's closing and on cash alone with Nikki. Fun right??god. Kill me now. I would switch with Jacob but he's working on Wednesday and I don't get off school until 3:30. If I got a ride, I could probably make it. But it would be really really close. But I don't want to work on Tuesday.
GOOD NEWS
Angela is staying at our WR! But she's gonna be funn time, daytime so I wont work with her =( and she's getting promoted. Goodie for her. She gets married in three weeks. whoo.
I have a very strange Guinea pig. She's been acting really strange recently, but tonight was just odd. We used to put her on the floor under the coffee table because she could get out, we she could but she didnt go anywhere. But last week she decided that her new favorite place is under the tv. i hink radiation from the tv or something has gone to her head. she started running in circles. out from the tv. to the coffe table. to the computer then back. and she never runs so it was strange. she was running so much that when she ent up the the computer chair and started sniffing she turned to start running again and ran into the computer chair. she's loosing it!
yeah. Apparently 15 people visited this site today. It's seriously sad that I don't know 15 people. At least I don't think I do. I mean have 15 friends. Yes. You all know what I mean.
:: hey boy wher'd you get it from? hey boy where did you go?
::
[<] MOOD - happy
[<] MUSIC - "Sabrina" the origional movie with Audrey Hephburn
[<] THINKING - stupid blogger
see i had a nice loooong post here, and my computr froze. dammmit. i talked about today, the huricar. i told a vrey long extended story that was hilarious. nd the the stupid thing froze.
so today was fun. cristina, rosemina and i went and got our nails done. stupid Sexy Nails raised their prices. so we went o Nice Nails instead. they look pretty, but the sexy nails i got before looked better. and had kick ass fire on them. i just got a french manicure, and it's already started to chip. dammit!!
th hurrican was funny. i had a funny story about trying to gt into the parking lot and geting soaked, but i feel too tired to write it again. all i have to say is that Grad Nigh was waaayyy worse, it raided harder and longer.
UMA we can be TWINS now! i bought the jacket. or my mom bought it for me for an early birthday present. even though my birhday is on novembe 21st.
ooo, i forgot. i posted about how i think that every two weeks we should go out and do things. what i'm gonna do is post if i wanna do something, then if people want to come then the can comment on it, or come. because we all go to different colleges/universitys we should still keep in touch. okdokie??
[<] MOOD - tired, happy
[<] MUSIC - none
[<] THINKING - AHHHH THE HUIRICARE IS COMING AHHHH. yeah right.
My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole big world out there to do it in. Just so long as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my three best friends with me, of course.
SOMEONE WITH A CREDIT CARD BECOME MY BEST FRIEND PLEASE!!!and buy me this
it's $48 american. i can get 15% off. *sigh*. i wanted the bigger one but it's sold out and $78. i want it. it's so pretty. eeep, it would be $48.30 with shipping and handling and 15% off. then in CDn it's 67.08. hmmmmmm i seriously need to think about that. its just a damm purse. but so pretty. my guess purse would have cost that much. but i got it on sale. this would be totaly breaking my 30 dollar purse limit rule. hmmmmmmm. still thinking.
someone please explain to me why i had to wait half an hour for the bus to finch station while 7, yes thats SEVEN buses came to go to downsview. it's always like that. Finch and downsview are twin stations. so there should be the same amout of buses coming!!!! i got home sooo fast today, it took me about 50 mins when normally it takes me and hour and a half. if i hadnt had to wait a fucking half an hour i ould have been able to be home sooner!! that just pisses me off.
:: From the top if you keep it going all night You're as good as the next for a fun time
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[<] MOOD - procastinating
[<] MUSIC - the Beatles - Hey Jude (god, i'm turning into my mom)
[<] THINKING - i should probably finish frankenstine
work was boring
very much so
i just came here to add something to the 3rd WR Justin carryout story. When Emily and i were driving home i was telling her about ir, and i turned and looked out the window, and there he was. we were on steeles and by chance he happened to be driving the car next to us. emily was like 'roll down you window and be his friend' i think shes been hanging around with candice too much, because thats exactaly what she said.
at work we for some reason needed to ear $1000 more, i think whoever was working would get gift certificates or something. so the manager Anita was frantic. we han an hour left and shes running around trying to get us to see. you have to know Anita to understand how she was. it was cute. anyways shes going to me 'do something to make money!! dance! anything!!' so Anita was telling me to prostitue myself. ok. so the only way i could do that and earn money would be to make out with cristina. trust me we would have made $$$$$$. i was only joking but cristina freaked. it was sooo funny. of course the carroyt matt wanted to see it. i swear something is wrong with WR because i've for some reason had the 'makeout with cristina' conversation before. hmmmmmm. yes. it sounds bad but it was actually quite funny. it's just when i type it out it sounds bad.
i did come here to say something meaningfull etc, i don't remember now. *sigh*
oooo thanks for all the comments. it makes me really really happy when people post. it's nice to know that people other than candice uma and emily read the blog. i just wish everyone would post. but thats just becasue i'm anal and want to know who's reading my thoughts.
god. i'm gonna read this later and wonder what i was on. this is a strange little post. need sleep. need to read frankensiten first. or sociology. probably should read that first because i have a tutorial for it first thing. nope. not gonna read it. lalala
:: Wham bam slam it like a mamma's man, Baby's on her back doin' the can-can
::
[<] MOOD - happyish
[<] MUSIC - none
[<] THINKING - Biology may actually be ok
so today was a pure Biology day. i had a lectur, then i had a lab a hour later. on the way i saw shaun and tracy so that was good. i almost walked by them. and earlier i saw mery but she didnt see me even though she almost walked into me. strange.
the lab kinda sucked because i realized that there were 23 people in the Lab and that meant that someone wouldnt have a partner. and i knew that it would end up being me. i don't mind working alone, it's just that i don't know anything about biology so i need help. if emily was in my lab it would all be kick ass. but it's pretty fun anyways. it's 3 guys and 20 girls. and the guys are ok looking. heres my funny story about one of them.
*we were doing something with specimens, and one of them was a plant*
Brent - Hey guy, lets do the plant one instead of this one.
Justin - no way i get enough of those plants at WHITE ROSE
Brent - really?
Justin - yeah, I just spend all my time moving dirt around.
freaky
out of all the people at York, I find a guy who works at WR and is a carryout named justin. Hello??? All the carryouts at WR are named justin. It's kinda freaky. Yeah, but I didn't talk to him. I'm shy.
the other funny as hell thing was when Emily and I were walking to the van, this older brown guy walked into a glass window instead of a door. ohmigod. It was sooo funny. He just went splat. We had to stop walking because we were laughing so hard. And he sooo knew we were laughing because we were the only ones who saw. It was funny as hell.
wellll, off to WR in an hour or so. Taking emilys shift but it's all good because I need the money and cristina and I think justin are working. Kick ass.
ooo changed the layout a bit. I added stars, stars are cool. like me. Yes I am cool too.
:: she's the kind of girl who liks to do it standup, from the back or anywhere you want it, love
::
[<] MOOD - happy !!
[<] MUSIC - garbage - sex never goes out of fashion
[<] THINKING - LOOK!!!! KICK ASS LAYOUT!!!
WHOOOO
LOOK!!! I MADE SOMETHING!!!!!!!!
cool. i basically took candice's layout and changed it around. but see the HTML illerate person that i am, i actually figured out how to change the colours. then it took me forever because for some reason my disk drive is broken on my computer, so i had to start all over again on this computer. so i made this layout twice!! *sigh* the struggles that are my life.
so i spent today reading, talking to my mom and i did my Bio of Sex lab, it was actually easier than it seemed.
tomorow i'm taking emily's shift at WR. it's ok though because it's cristina, and i think justin. so thats coolio. yeah. that means that i'm working with justin both shifts. hmmm.
yeah so candice an i were talking yesterday. it was a strange funny conversation. we both decided that our 'dream' guy physically is Orlando Bloom. i have a long strange very detailed list of of physical things i want in a guy. the hair used to be a big thing. now i think i'm a teeth freak. they need nice teeth.
i realized recently that i am very very sexually frustrated. going to a school with great eye candy makes it worse. listening to Garbage non stop for the whole summer makes it worse. Believe it or not, Garbage is a very sexual bad. just look at some of their lyrics. yes. i need a fling. i don't have time for a boyfriend. i just need a fling. god. but once i have a fling, i'll want a boyfriend.
weeeeee LOOK I MADE SOMETHING. i hope it works.
*edit* it didnt work, but THANK YOU EMILY!!!!!
em listened to me for an hour and helped m try to fix it. it took forever!!!! THANK YOU YOU ROCK!!!!!!!
:: I learned my passion in the good old Fashioned school of loverboys
::
[<] MOOD - happy
[<] MUSIC - Alias
[<] THINKING - lalalalalalala
*funny story* so remember hw i thought a guy at WR named Alex was hot? so i was at work today for the first time in like three weeks, and i saw this guy come out of the office and i was like 'Who the hell is that'. it was alex. it's not that he looked different. its just that i didnt remember who he was. or something. i remembered later. but i dunno. he just looks like a little kid, too skinny. i dunno. meh
my mommy wants a cd made. so i asked emily to make it. whoo. i hope it works. THANK YOU EMILY!! yeah. my dad wont let us download Kazaa on his computer which is the computer with the burner. sucks ass, but it's understandable.
my mom said that Benfier broke up? if it's true thaen HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! if not, it will eventually happen
:: I caught you, your hands are red Now I'm your broken hearted detective
::
[<] MOOD - happy
[<] MUSIC - Much Music
[<] THINKING - i <3 NXD
wow, look at what happens when blogger fucks up your posts!!
From NME.com
'NO DOUBT are to release a Greatest Hits collection. The band, whose singer Gwen Stefani is currently working on a solo album of her own, will release the compilation on November 10. In addition to the bandÂs hits to date, including ÂDon't SpeakÂ, ÂSimple Kind Of LifeÂ, ÂEx-GirlfriendÂ, ÂHey BabyÂ, ÂHella GoodÂ, and ÂUnderneath It AllÂ, the album will feature two new songs, one of which will be a cover of the Talk Talk classic ÂIt's My LifeÂ. There are currently no plans to do live shows around the release of the record.'
Because NME.com is a UK site and we get releases on a Monday instead of a Tuesday the U.S release date for the Singles CD will be November 11th.
kick ass!! maybe i can make it an early birthday present??? or i can wait 10 days unyil my birthday then get it. i wonder when the DVD's are coming out? And what about the "B-Sides & Rare Tracks" CD? kick ass. i can't wait
so i just watched 'Egos & Icons - Sum 41' i was suposed to be reading, however i got really really bored about 5 pages into my Bio text book. god. it's not that boing, but i just couldnt read. i had just read my film text book and now that was boring. in comparison the bio book waAnywaysesIing. anyways, i need to read 60 moIe pages. god. i juMayben't. meh.I'llbe tonight i'll start on frankenstine.
[<] MOOD - AWED
[<] MUSIC - Sex and the City
[<] THINKING - good movie
I just got back from the Toronto Film Festival. I wasn't looking forward to it. Well i was. but i didnt think the movie would be that good. Just because it didnt sound that good. It sounded too dramatic. and it is in Italian. but wow. i am totaly and utterly awed. now thats how you make movies.
the movie was called "Good Morning, Night" or "Buongiorno, Notte" and was made by a apparently very renouned Italian director named Marco Bellocchio. it was about the kidnapping and killing of Aldo Moro in 1978. it used real images and movies from the time. it was so sad and surreal. i can't really describe it. but it made me renew my ideas of wanting to have something to do with film. if i can do something that amazing and astounding then damm.
yeah. and because we went courtsey of BELL we had this whole coctail thingy and then a long extened meal then the movie. it was a long night. and because my dad was talking work stuff with the woman next to him, i had to talk for like two hours to the woman next to me. it wasnt as bad as ithought it would be. oh well, it was a good movie.
Tomorow i have to start reading!! i have so much reading to do!
1) read all of Frankenstine (by thursday)
2) read Chapter one of Foundations (text book) (by thursday)
3) Fisigh reading Chapter one of How to Read a Film (by monday)
4) read chapter one of Sociology text book (by thursday)
5) read chapters 1,2 & 3 of Biology of Sex text book (by monday)
[<] MOOD - pissed
[<] MUSIC - That 70's show
[<] THINKING - arrrggghhhh
ARGH
god
i swear i though i had calmed down, but as soon as i got home i just blew up. all this pent up rage that i had been holding in on the bus. how the hell do the TTC cram all those people on the bus i'll never know.
GOD! i'm just so pissed that when you say youre gonna do something. you do it!! if your not then fucking TELL SOMEONE i can't believe that i sat around for an hour and a half. doing nothing. when i got home after seven when i could have been home waayyy before 6.
i was going to come here and just blast about what happened. but she's my best friend. i don't want that to change, i'm just soooo pised about it. i can't talk to her. i would regret saying something, i can't believe how mad i am. it's probably just pent up rage.
AAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
I had such a shit day! i hate both of my classes!! they fucking suck ass! i thought i would love the SF one. But i hate that one the most. i want to change it. but i don't know what to change it to. oh well.
i ned to study. but i can't concentrate. i'll go watch TV. *sigh*
:: "I've got no time for fairy stories I'm not a little girl"
::
[<] MOOD - happy, calm
[<] MUSIC - Much Music
[<] THINKING - FICTIONLYN UPDATED!!!!!! WHOOOO
*mental note to self* when youre poor like me, don't go shopping. in fact don't go near malls.
*mentalk note on mental note* LISTEN TO YOUR MENTAL NOTES!!!!
yes
i went to a mall
kill me
i just needed one thing. so i bought it. it was $14. then i saw a tank top i wanted. it was on sale so i bought two. $22. then i bought some makeup. $14....... the amout of money i had to spend $0. the amount of money i spent $50. yes. i feel like Rebbeca from Confessions of a Shopaholic (great book, go read it.) but not really. I'm not that poor. Technically I can afford it, but I'm trying not to spend that much money b/c apparently now that I'm in university I need to save my money. It's actually quite funny. I can afford to keep on spending a gizallion $$ but as soon as I bought my books for university it's like, NOOOO CAN'T SPEND MONEY. It's strange. I always treat myself to things. hmmmm. Maybe I'm growing up??? Yeah right.
today I had an hour of school. Kick ass. It only took like 40 mins to get home once I had finally found the bus. They closed the road where the buses usually come because today is York fest. It's the same think that Western had last week. I mean it's the same people. I Mother Earth, The Salads and Kardinal official (hmm can't spell, don't really care) anyways, obviously I'm not going because it's going on now. meh. Tomorrow I don't start until 12:30 because my early class doesn't start until next week. Cool.
*whispers very very quietly*Emily is a closet Avril fan
[<] MOOD - meh, happy?
[<] MUSIC - Tv
[<] THINKING - i'm talking to UMA finally
*random note* (yes i have many of these) Is it just me or does it seem like Justin Timberlake seems to stalk people in his videos? in cry me a river, he does, and in his new video he follows a girl through new york.
**random note on random note**didnt justin just come out with his seniorta video like just over a month ago? why does he have a new one? why do i care? why have i made two random notes about justin? why do i refer to him on a first name basis like he's my friend?
anyways, i had no classes today like i said before. so i slept in, did nothing because my mom was sick so she didnt take me to the mall like she said she would. then i watched chicago. it was ok. not great. Moulin Rouge was sooooo much better. like 10 times more. but thats ok.
then Cristina phoned me after she got back from school, and we went out and saw Bend it like Beckham. Just as good as i remembered it. Cristina was sooo funny, she reacted like everyone of our friends who'd seen it did. at first when she saw the guy 'Joe' she was like 'eww he's so ugly' then slowly she was like 'you know what he's ok' then when he came to her house she was like 'OHMIGOD!! HE'S SO HOT', the funny part was thateveryone of our friends who saw it did that at the same spot. it's a good movie. i'm gonna buy it on the 19th when it comes out. i can't wait to show my family it. my mom will love it. The strange thing about how it's coming out soon, the theater was packed. well, pretty full. mostly old people. it was strange.
anyways, only one hour of school tomorow so lalalalalala i rock for this week with how much school i have to do. go me.
[<] MOOD - tired, the 'i just woke up kind'
[<] MUSIC - Much Music - so 90's - Blur - Girls and Boys, now 'Road to Avonlea'
[<] THINKING - lalalalalalalalala i'm at home and all you suckers are at school... i rock
*random note* is it just me or does the chours from Blurs 'Girls & Boys' sound like stupid ass Goog Charlotes 'Girls & Boys'? or is it just me?
anyways, done with the first day of school. it was ok, i had fun. strange part was i sat in the back row in both of my classes. the back row in Bio was fun, sitting with all the slackers, fun!! then film actually turned out to be ok. instead of a three hour lecture, it was an hour of lecture and a movie. we watched this movie called 'Rude' it was ok. it was Rude, but it was pretty good. except that i had two juvinale little boys sitting next to me. i swear to god, they snickered at every little rude comment. anytime sex was mentioned, then snickered. GOD! ifyou can't handle a mention of sex, then you should still be in High School. you shouldnt be in a class like a film class. the other thing that pissed me of about these boys was that when the found out the there would be a presentation, they ee like 'dude, i'm so dropping that class! presentations man, i can't do that, dude!' ummmmm, riiiight. it's not like there infront of the whole class, thre just infron of yor tutorial class which is like 20 - 30 people. other than those boys, i had fun. if you just talk to the people around you you can make friends.
earlier in the day, something really really dry happened. i was sitting waiting for candic, when this girl came up to me and was like:
Girl: 'Hi! do you remember me? From Milliken'
Me (trying to search brain because i have no idea who the hll she is): "ummm..... Public or Hich School?"
Girl :"Both"
Me -oh shit, no idea who she is- "uhhh no"
Girl "It's Sarah *insert last name here* isisnt it? you werew friends with Jenn"
Me - oh crap, who the hell is it!!!!!! " yeah......... ummm sorry i don't remember you."
Girl "it's Victoria!" *note she moved away in grade 9*
Me - shit, now i know who she is - "Oh yeah!!! blah blah blah"
*Candice comes up and they have no idea who each other are, so we talk for awhile, then emily comes up*
Emily - "Hey, it's Victoria!!!!"
Victoria - "hey, i remember yoiu, Emily!"
yes, very very dry. i couldnt remeber her when i'd known her for 2 1/2 years and emily barely knew her for a semester. i can't believe that she knew my last name, and i was sitting there going, 'who the hell are you' so yeah, that was very embarasing. but oh well.
tomorow i only have school for an hour, becasue all the turorials an labs don't start for awhile. yes, anyways. fun fun.
[<] MOOD - ambivilant
[<] MUSIC - Anglefish - Sleep with me
[<] THINKING - school tomorow
wow, i have to grow up tomorow and go to university
so i just downloaded all the Garbage b-sides that i didnt have. then i found 12 Angelfish songs on the same site. Angelfish was the band that Shirly Manson was in before Garbage, in fact they stole her from them. so i'm thinking of making a cd with the rest of the garbage b-sides and some Angelfish songs. why? because i already have a garbage b-sides cd. there just happenes to be too much to put on one cd. so far some of the songs are ok, a couple of them just seem lik trashy 80's rock. but thats all good. i kinda like some of the trashy 80's rock. Queen anyone?
so heres my rant for today. last night i turned on the tv and TLC was showing While You Were Out. i didnt like that show at first but the carpenters and the host Theresa Strauser made it really cool. well, i turned it on at the end of the show and i sat there for a while, and the show seemed different. then it hit me. Theresa was gone! and then it hit me even harder. do you know who the new host is. i sat there looking at his face going 'i know you, i didnt like you, but i don't remember who you are' then he said his name. Evan Farmer. Does anyone other than me remember that cheesy ass bad show called 2GE+HER???? Remember the lead singer? Yes folks, TLC is now hiring wanabee boyband members to host there shows in place of cool journalsits who know what the hell they are doing. i swear i watched 5 mins of it and he spent the whole damm time fumbling around. damm. and i'm not even a real fan of the show. it was just one of those things i watched during the summer.
P.S. go check out Candice --- she has a new layout
[<] MOOD - tired, stomach hurts
[<] MUSIC - family talking, fighting, playing playstation etc
[<] THINKING - many things, when will my stomach stop hurting
my stomach is in serious knots. i can't even sit up straight. god.
my family is pissing m off. they need to stop arguing, and yelling at me for shit. and i think i should kill the ps2. it's annoying. i hate it. i prefer tv. if you have a ps2, get a tv and play it in your own room you dumbass. god. pain. kill me now.
OOOOOOO, now for some kick ass amazing news. from No Doubt
"Now to the band…we have been working on getting a bunch of stuff together. Firstly, we are going to be releasing our "Singles 1992-2003" CD. We're in the studio this week with producer Nellee Hooper recording a cover version of one our favorite 80's songs for it. We also just completed putting together the "Rock Steady Live" DVD which features one of last year's Long Beach Arena shows as well as tons of bonus stuff. Also in the works is a limited edition box set which will include the "Singles 1992-2003" CD, a DVD featuring all our of videos, "Live In The Tragic Kingdom" on DVD (yes, finally!), and a "B-Sides & Rare Tracks" CD which may also include a couple of unreleased tracks (yes, New Friend should be on there as well). "
thats from Tony. kick ass. i can now finally get the TK tour on dvd, the RS tour on dvd. and all the rest. i'm sooo gonna buy all of those even though i have most of the songs on my computer. still. kick ass amazing.
now with this and garbage coming out with a new cd next year, my music life is great
edit: kick ass. i didnt want to create a new post, so i'll just add this here. I SWITCHED MY TUESDAY COURSE TO FRIDAY!!! WHOO! I now have tuesday off. so instead of getting off at 11:30 on friday i get off at 2. still. it's all good b/c i now have tuesday free. whoo
[<] MOOD - tired, excited, happy
[<] MUSIC - Conan
[<] THINKING - many things
i went to post here and blogger want working. i thought it was just my computer, but emily's was down too. oh well.
so today was actually a lot of fun. emily and i went down to our frosh week. we picked up our frosh packages (t-shirt etc) and went to a talk. then walked alot!!!!!! it's a fucking big camps. we went to the bookstore, and ohmigod, i am soooo spending money there. there are some amazing fiction books there to read. then we got our lunch. a footlong sub, cookie, chips and a pepsi (yes, i am going to another pepsi sponsored school. damm it!! i used to like pepsi better, not any more) thats a cool lunch b/c for our $75 we got alot of shit and we get to go to some kick ass things. then we went to a lecture where they taught us how to take notes. they gave us a mini lecture about astronomy. it was cool. i learned some useless facts that are pretty cool about space. i'll share them later. then emily felt that she needed to be a part of the condom olympics. yes, the CONDOM OLYMPICS. well, at least they are promoting safe sex. ..... well.... at least they were promopting safe sex. i now have many free condoms. ooo and a girl from the x-box truck gave me a free pass to see KILL BILL. thats pretty fucking cool. i want to see that movie. problem is the only person to see it with is at Western university. yes you Uma. so i'm going with my brother.
then emily and i took a really really long drive home. we were soo thirsty i thought i was gonna die! we finally met up at Wendy's/Tim Hortons with Vinita and Candice. we hung out there for a while then went to Ikeas. kick ass. i havent been to this new one. problem is, it's right next to york, so emily and i esentially went to york, came back. went to york and came back again. i bought some stuff. theyre pretty cool. i bought a PINk shelf thingy. my dad was like 'oookkkaaay' he didnt say anything really. i'm surprised. i would have thought he would have objected to me buying all these things.
then, just a few mins ago. i went to try to change my 3 credit course from a Science Fiction one with like 20 books tp read to another one. but they were all full except for a travel writing course. so then i checked out my book and it said for undeclared major students the three credit course is only OPTIONAL!! OHMIGOD!!! the stupid guy made me sigh up for this stupid course for nothing!! so i dropped it sooo fast!! this si good because it means that i get off fridays at 11:30. thats great. i now can be home on fridays for dinner so my mom will be happy. then i went to switch another course, and switch another courses time and i got this message saying that the website was now down fo construction. so i'll try again later.
yes, i had fun today. can you tell?? ooo HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINA
[<] MOOD - tired, yet awake
[<] MUSIC - CSI
[<] THINKING - somach hurts .... UMA I'LL MISS YOU SO MUCH
today i took the subway and bus home, then we 9uma, mina, cristina, fiona, yvette, candice and me) all wnt out to Mandarin. it was cool, we had fun and got rowdy. then we had moments when we couldnt stop laughing, it was kick ass. as candice says it was 'ill timez' yeah.
then we went to 'day and night' and had drinnks. candice and i had alch-ee-hall. hahah we didnt even get that tipsy. it was cool, live music that was really really good. great drinks. it was cool.
UMA I'M COMING NEXT YEAR SO DON'T HAVE TOO MUCH FUN WITHOUT ME
name: Sarah Louise
age: 18
birthday: November 21home: toronto
nationality: canadian school: York University
status:Singlework: unemployed height:5'2 eye color:brown/topaz hair color:Brown but
dyedBLACK as INK
