[>]MOOD -good.. still coughing though.. BORED BORED
[>]MUSIC - Victoria Beckham - Let Your Head Go.... yes, i just said Posh Spice
sooooooooo
what to say
Oh! Go to Emily's blog and tell her how much you love her for rescuing me from the throes of insanity. Well, she tried, but there will never be any rescuing me from the insane babblings of my mind. But at least i will now have some kickin new music to be insane with. Em sent me Kazaa Lite, and i have downloaded some great music. Unfortunatley, all of the hawksley workman songs that i downloaded have swooshes or weird anoying sounds in them, so i think i may just have to go buy the cd. i need to use up all my damm HMV gift certificates anyways.
So i'm not so suicidal about working tomorow at WR anymore. Normally i check my schedule to see who i'm working with, but since i phoned in to check my schedule, i had no idea who i was working with, but today i realized that i can be suicidal/murderus(is that a word? hmmmm. it is now) with EMILY! yay!! we can kill each other out of boredom!
so since tomorow is New Years, and yet again for another year no one is doing anything, and if they are i'm not invited, i am watching movies/playing games with my family. My mom said that i could invite friends over since my brothers girlfriend is coming, but people are doing other things and Uma lives in Whitby. Maybe next year i will actually do something. i would throw a party, but my house is not a great party house, my parents are here all the time, we dont have anything like a big TV or alot of room, becasue there are so many damm books everwhere. Meh.
So anywhoo.. since it's NEw Years and everywhere you look there are Top Lists etc, so while i was pretendying to study for exams one day at the Student Center at York i made this list. So i dont know if you all care, but here is my random assortment of Top things for 2003 not in any order or anything
Top 10 songs 1) No Doubt - Running
2) Garbage - Medication (well, since i really became a big fan of garbage this year, anything by Garbage)
3) The Sounds - Rock & Roll
4) Coldplay - Warning Sign
5) Christina Aguilera - Walk Away
6) The Distillers - The Hunger
7) Bush - The Chemicals Betwen Us
8) No Doubt - You're so Foxy
9) Evanesence - Hello
10) Robbie Williams - Feel
Top 5 Movies 1) Bend it Like Beckham
2) Good Morning, Night
3) Love Actually
4) Pirates of the Caribbean
5) Finding Nemo
Top 5 Events 1) Going to LA in Febuary
2) Visiting the set of Gilmore Girls
3) Visiting the set of Veraitas: The Quest and watching the editing
4) Graduating High School and leaving all the stupid people behind
5) Getting into University and going to university
Top 5 Books 1) The perks of being a Wallflower
2) The Shopaholic Books
3) The Lioness Quartette - by Tamora Pierce
4) Harry Potter =)
5) Catspaw
i had more lists, but i think thats enough. we dont need to see anymore lists.
so everyone have a happy new year.
i never make resolutions but if i did, they would probably be to make more friends and to keep my life on the track that it's on. 2003 was actually a good year, even though the first 3 months of it were total shit becasue of the shithole that was 2002. but it's pretty decent now, even though everyone is moving on from me and finding better lives. at least they still phone me and tell me what a great time theyre having while i sit at home doing nothing.
:: this is the noise that keeps me awake, my head explodes and my body aches
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[>]MOOD - SICK SICK SICK *coughs my brains out*
[>]MUSIC - Phantom PLanet - California
i missed my computer *hugs computer*
so Christmas funtimes for all. or not. i had a medium christmas. my gifts were ok, more on that later. i didnt get as much stuff as usual that i hated. but the suicidal part of christmas was of course christmas afternoon at my grandmas and my trip to White Town.
i dont know if i've ever mentioned this before, but i really hate christmas. i dont hate it as much as i dislike going through with the actual day. i like the part at home poening gifts with my family, but i hate how we go to my grandmas in the afternoon and have to spend pointless hours with my family. i tried to get my family to stay home this year, but for some reason my brother and sister wanted to see my cousins. what the fuck is wrong with them?? do they have like a death wish. there is no time when i want to see my cousins. PLEASE! they all fucking hate my guts, and if you expect me to sit there for hours while my aunts nadder on in one room and my cousins beat each other up in the other room. can you tell that 6 of my 8 cousins are boys between the ages of 8 and 12. who take extreme joy in jumping all over each other. oh and telling me that they can and will kill me. yes. the amount of death threats that i have recieved from people a decade younger than me is more than the amount from people my age. becasue we all know that many people wish i was dead. but apparently, my family wishes me dead as well. this year it was that they were going to snap my kneck. good times!!
i dont hate my family. i just can only spent moderate amounts of time with them before i start repeating over and over in my head 'killmekillmekillmekillmekillmekillme'. see my cousins actually used to like me. but now they just hate me. my mom didnt believe me last year when i told her that they wanted to kill me, but apparently Jacob gets death threats too, so it's not just me. It fucking sucks to be the oldest on one side of the family and the youngest on the other side. Like i only know three cousins out of god knows how many from White Town.
But good baby things happened too. I have said before, and i will say it again. I NEVER WANT CHILDREN. if i do have a child it better as hell be a girl, becasue boys and just dumb. so my Aunt (one who lives here, not a white town one) is having a baby in less than a month, and i hope that it is a girl. then if it is, i can actually make this baby like me. then i will have one cousin who likes me, even though i'm 18 years older than it. she let me feel the baby kick. that was soooo fucking cool. it felt so strange. and you could see it moving in her stomach.
and one of the cousins who i know from white town had a baby girl a year ago. this is my cool cousin, the only one i can actually see myself being frineds. but he lives in Oregon and hes married and in his 30's. but i could see myself being friends with hima nd his wife. they are really cool. hes one of the white sheep in the family who moved away form white town and got himself a life. my dad is the only other one to do so sucessfully. thank god. so my second cousin Annise or Anna, is really cute, and such a happy baby. i would want a kid like her.
oh, if i ever decide to move to a small town, please please SHOOT ME. who the fuck lives in small towns! i'm sorry, but there is nothing to do at all! i almost went insane! that and my whole family who lives there is crazy everywhere. they still call chinese people ChinaMen, which i thought odd. but then i gather they dont see many. i have never seen a non white person in White Town before. but i had a big shock when i saw not one but two chinese people. two!! and in the mall every other store is closed, and there are like 30 stores at the very most. manybe 20.
moving on
so my christmas was pretty good. i got some books. a Digital camera. which has zoom unlike my last one. and the video part has sound now so thats a bonus. my sister didnt much like the video i took of her on christmas morning =) hehehe. but it's not an HP which is what i had before, so it's not as nice. but i'll survive. uhhh. i didnt get much else. miscaleanous things. um. crap. let me look. ok i got some clotheing that i might wear, jewlery that i will never wear, chocolate, Garbage 2.0 which i was missing, Breakfast a Tiffinays which i have never seen and uhhh... chocolate. My White Town family has decided that i'm too old for presents so i got nothing, i wish someone had told me that i was too old. yet we got them stuff. stupid.
hahaha. mina tried to get a Simernoff at Day and Night and got carded. i sooo saw that coming.
i need to go shopping. i can go tomorow as in Monday or Tuesday. SOMEONE COME WITH ME!!! i need to buy presents for myself with my birthday money! yes, my birthday was over a month ago, i know.
*ack* i'm working on New YEars eve!! nooo!! i'm working 9 - 5. so i guess thats not new years eve. but still!! wait. i think i worked new years eve last year. hmmm. i dont remember. i dont want to!! it's going to be sooo empty, those 8 hours are going to seem like 30. i swear.
so i made like three new layouts. i was a little bored. i'll put a new one up in the new years. should i put my Nicole Kidman one up, My Christina Aguilera one or my Angelina Jolie one? i'm leaning towards the Nicole one, becasue it's white while the others are black. i'm not sure though.
hey, if you're still reading this you get a big *hug* from me for not falling over sideways in your chair out of boredom and withering on the floor in agony. good for you!
ooooo FictionLyn update tonight. yum! i am a miranda fan as you can see ------->> (only uma and mina will understand that)
[>]MOOD - sick and tired with it all
[>]MUSIC - As Time Goes By on tv
i give up for now
i cant be bothered with this blog, with my life, with my job, with my friends, with everything that used to mak me happy
i'm sad, i'm tired, and i'm bored with it all
this blog used to make me happy. making layout used to make me happy. making this layout made me so happy. but it's not anymore. i just feel all this animosity and angst in my life right now. so i'm not going to post here for awhil. i'm not going to go online much, it has been an effot to do that in the past wek anyways. i'm taking a break from my life. from work. from my friends, i cant take a break from my family becasue i'm stuck with them. but even though two weeks alone made me totaly depressed, i guess that two weeks even more alone are going to make me even more depressed, and i will just deal with it.
i'm not very happy with how my life is structured right now. i need to make more friends, i cant keep on riding on the coatails of my current ones, expecially when they have mostly moved on. i dont know what to do with my life. i ned to take a chance, which is a little hard whn i'm sitting at home alone during the holiday that i hate the most.
so i'll be back later, everyone have a Merry Christmas, and if i'm not back by then have a Happy New Years.
Smile at somone new once a day, it will make someones life better.
[>]MOOD - tired, and... tired
[>]MUSIC - The Simpsons on TV, now That 70's show
i'm tired. i worked today. it was ok. nothing spcial. so damm BORING though. it was just Clareand some neew cashier until she left at 8. i hate working thre when it's boring.
Oh, so Cristina is back. LOSER came BACK!! Youre suposed to STAY in Puerto Rico not come back to cold weather. i would have stayed.
Innocent flirting at work is fun. and it dosent mean anything, which makes it fun. and his accent is cute, it's just so damm..... canadian.
ack, i need to sleep.
OH! go visit EMILY.. and tell her how much you love her layout, and how hot Adam Brody is, and how we are all going to Sarah and Adams wedding. hahaha. and go visit CANDICE, becasue her layout is cute.
:: 'cause you're so foxy and i can't let you get away form me
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[>]MOOD - tired, but CONTENT
[>]MUSIC - Matthew Good Band - Weapon
[>] THINKING -
*shakes fist at stupid ass family computer*
anyways, i'll just try and rewrite what i had written her last night, maybe this time it will be better and make sense
so, the sex and chocolate thing half worked. we ruined the chocolate and then it got burnt, so the chocolate part didnt exactaly pann out. but the sex part was really good. i had my fill of sex.
in the city
so we watched season one, and by the time it was done, half the people had left and em and uta were sleeping. so i put season three in and let me just say, i loved SATC before, but season three is just amazing. it's soooo good! and funny. and their hair finally looks great. and they have decent clothes. watching SATC makes me want to go out and buy shoes. also, i want Aiden as a boyfriend. well, someone as sweet as him would be great.
so i started watching season three, and uta woke up at like 5am, yess, i was still watching it at 5am. and we watched more together until 7, then we decided that it might be time to go to sleep. i was so wide awake. i couldnt understand why i couldnt sleep. but i did. and emily woke us up and kicked us out at like 9:30. so i have had veeery strange sleeping pattens becasue i went to sleep later in the day becsue 2 hours of sleep isnt very much. i cant function very well on less than 8. and then that evening (friday) mina was bored so after Em got back from work, we went to her house and watched Pirates. neither of then had seen it, so they needed to see it. it is like a requirement. i love that movie.
then after work yesterday, and after my nap (i'm telling you, i was already out of wack sleeping wise, now i'm even more screwed) UMA came to markham and went out to dinner with Mina and i. Kelseys is actually really cheap, we had fun. then Em and Uta came to my house and we played Trivial Pursuit. let me just say. some of the questions are like the easiest things in the world. it's rediculous. then of course, there is also like the most obscure ones. it was a recent edition, so we actually got some questions right! yay!! Em and Uta won =(
it was probably a huge shock to my parents haveing so many people over. we never have people over, well jacob has Gwendolyn his girlfriend but thats about it. i rarely have friends over and my sister same thing. but last night i had four people and jacob had Gwendolyn and my parents and sister were home. it was just odd, no one ever comes to my house. but it was nice. i think my mom was happy that i have proof that i actually have real friends and that i actually included my sister in my games. normally i'm like Queen Bitch to her. but i let her play, and was decently nice to her. i tghink she felt cool that she was playing with university kids.
so. i'm tired. and it's like 3:30 in the afternoon. i just feel like being lazy. but i actually wraped my presents for my family. everyone but my mom got like medium gifts. they are good gifts, but nothing special, nothing that stands out. they will all like them, but they arnt really 'personal' or anything like that. but my moms is a picture frame that says something about mothers and it has a really ol picture of her and my brother, sister and me. it's really old becasue kathleens a baby, and shes like what, ... 13? let me ask. opps. shes 14. and now mad at me becasue i dont know her age and i always think that her birthday is october 4th instead of october 5th. oh well. too bad for her.
i think i'm gonna work on a new layout for my blog and start one for theresas blog. but i dont have all the pictures i need for her blog so i can only start on it. hmm. what should i make my next layout as? i need to think about this.
is it just me, or did blogger delete most of my layout? i wonder how long that was there. stupid ass blogger. it should work now. if you are reading this, it worked.
fuck. i had a medium sized but good post. and i pressed publish like 5 fucking times! and then when i was checking to see if there was a problem, like someting was frozen, the computer fucking restarted. arrrrgh!!
:: i've got a boyfriend, he's in love with me. but he cant give up london so most nights i'm free
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[>]MOOD - SICK, cold
[>]MUSIC - tv
[>] THINKING
do you want to know something really funny? i dont even rmember posting the last post. so reading it was interesting.
*note to self* never post when you are sick and out of it
so just a quick update to say that i put my christmas layout up. it's not the one that i had made, i changed it becasue it was sooo ugly. it was the same NxD christmas picture and this bright red background. sooooo ugly. so i tore apart the picture. took tom out (sorry tom) and had fun with layers. i really like it. i am very proud of it. simplicity is beter.
[>]MOOD - tired, SICK dammitt
[>]MUSIC - No Doubt - Panic
[>] THINKING - my computer is not sick anymore!!
sooooooo
how is everybody?
i'm sick. it started yesterday, stupid colds. then all day today i've been feeling worse and worse. yet i still spent the whole day out, go figure.
lets see, whats happened since last thursday.. hmmm.
Friday - work with emily. we have decided to block that out of our memories, dont remind us.
Saturday - i went to Buffalo, and picked myself up some t-shirts from Hot Topic and i got Boom Box for $35 US when if i could actually find it here it would have been like $55 w/o tax. so i got it cheaper. so that rocked, and i still cant find it in canada so good thing my dad loves me and drove me to buffalo. oh, and buffalo scares me. it's like a trailer park without trailers. it's trailer park trash in dinky suburbia houses.
sunday - i worked... soooo soooo soooooooooo fucking boring. like kill me. they even sent me home early, it was so un-busy. i spent the day pretending to do things, watering plants and helping Anita out. i think she really likes me which is a bonus, shes the best manager.
monday - My Brother Jacobs birthday... yeah, thats about it. OOH!! we always put our christmas tree up on Jacobs birthday and we(us kids) have ornaments that are specifically ours, that have been given to us or that we made over the years. and these ornaments are in bags with our names on it. and guess whos ornaments are missing? yep, like 18 years of memories GONE! i'm sad, but not that sad. i hope we find them, becasue i have one big Pig Ballerina that i would like to keep. it's really old. is it a pig? i think it's a bear. yeah, maybe a bear.
today - emily and i went shopping. i bought jacobs and my dads christmas presents. now all i need is christinas. if anyone else would like to exchange gifts tell me so that i wont run out of money and like have to give you a hug for christmas. i aslo bout myslef two sweaters for the cool price of $27, at Dalycaro, this botique that i really like, it has great slutty clothes :D haha ... but it's moving? or something? so eveything was on sale. but it's all good.
*gack* I WANT MAC MAKEUP!!! i need to make Shuan buy it for me from The Bay.. it's soo nice!! i need to work there. if only shoppers slod it. then i could get it 50% off. speaking of 50% off makeup, i need to make my list to give to my friend. she getting me makeup form shoppers at 50% off.. having friends with good jobs rocks.
i need a new job.
oh, and my computer got a virus yesterday, but i fixed it!! yay, *pats self on back* and also yesterday by computer would connect to the internet but not let me acess it. strange. oh well.
i'm off to go take some Nyquill and then sleep. i'm working for 8hrs tomorow, 11-7, that means i work for half of the time with the daytime people and half of the time with the nightime people. it's gonna be strange. i hate 8 hr shifts.
:: this is not my idea of a good time.. this is not my idea
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[>]MOOD - ok, a little bored
[>]MUSIC - No Doubt + Incubus - Message in a Bottle
[>] THINKING -
my internet is out.. *sob* well, just the cable. it's been out for like two days. but we still get our cable tv.. stupid Rogers cable. go die. they have been working on our area FOREVER trying to fix the cable. and for like a week, the tv and internet were out from like 9am - 5pm, and now just the internet is gone. so heaven knows when i'll upload this becasue i can only go on my dial up aftre 10pm. it's 3:30pm for anyone who cares.
so anywhoo, yesterday i had an intermolesting dream. It was really really strange, i will try my best to explain the gist of it, but there were also some very minor details that took up alot of my dream. so we were still in high school at Milliken, but something happened and a few of us had to go to another school. it was creepy. not like a gothic, dark creepy, but like a modern, white, creepy school. anywhoo, of course the few that had to go to this other school were of course us. i remember that there were alot of 'my' friends there, like Liza, Candice, Emily, Vinita etc, but they werent really there. yeah. and i remember we were in this huge central chamber with a vaulted roof all looking at our schedules. and Karen was really excited that she had vocals first period, and i was confused that i had vocals with her becasue why the hell would i take vocals? i wish i could sing, honestly i do, but i cant sing at all. and then uma was excited that she had math third period with me, and again, i was freaked becasue why the hell would i take math?? please, this is me.
so we all had this english/history class together. and it was strange. i thought the students form this new school were going to eat us or something. and for some reason our teacher was Mr Mody, but not mr Mody. when we walked into the room he recognized us from milliken, but his name was different and he wasnt british, and he wasnt mr mody, but he knew us. then i had another dream in this dream, involving my cottage and a swamp, but i wont get into it. so yeah, then i came back to this dream and the Mr Mody wannabee was giving us an exam, and i was soooo freaked out because there was no way i could do this assignement, and i was really scared becasue if i couldnt do this high school exam then how could i be in university, in my dream i knew that i went to York. yeah. and none of us could do this exam. and then all the students from the creepy school started to chase us and wanted to kill us. and they caught candice and vinita, but we couldnt save them. and then we ran to the parking lot, which was made out of marble, and found emilys car. but her car only had two seats and there were like 10 of us. so emily and Karen drove off and the rest of us got captured. then my house phone rang, so i woke up.
it was a realy strange dream. even stranger than it sounds. yeah.
so yesterday i worked. it was an ok shift. i had fun. probably because it was Anita closing and she is the best manager to close with. and becasue she was also the head cash so when she was closing the office and counting, i did it all with her. instead of cleaning the damm store. which i spent HOURS doing. i started doing asiled at like 5:30 and didnt finish until 8. my back hurts. it took FOREVER. and i spent like an hour doing the christmas light asile, and i went back later and it was a disaster! stupid customers. I also made fun of Justin becasue hes still in school.. haha.. yeah.
oh, i also met Mike aka ANSON aka Ann's Son. at the Mall. i ran into my manager Danielle, and she was being all friendly and happy. yeah ok. and Mike was with her, and he like dissed her soooo bad. hes pretty cool. hes a fellow WR/Best Buy employee Emily, like You!!
i'll explain the whole ANSON story later, why we call him that later. i'm gonna go fold my laundry and clean my room... FUN!! this is what i'm doing with a month off!!
[>]MOOD - i feel like e bum
[>]MUSIC - Outkast - Hey ya
[>] THINKING
so the drama started monday morning
my mom called me from work to say that she had fallen on the ice on the driveway on her way to work. she fell backwards and hit her head, then when she was getting up she fell forewards and hit her wrists and knees. but she still drove to work becasue she didnt feel that bad. but then after like 15 mins she started to get a really bad headache and started to feel dizzy. so she called me just after 8 and was like how she was gonna see if it got worse, and if it did that she wanted my brother to take a taxi or something and pick her up (she had the car). so she called back and she couldnt deal with the dizzyness so i had to get my brother. now he has a cold, but even so, he is normally a really slow kinda dumb indivdual. hes not dumb, just not in synch with the real world. so since it was taking him forever i called my dad at work, and thankfully he works just around the corner, so he got my mom and brought her home.
then the fun part started. my mom wasnt very coherent, and she had to call the doctor, becasue we got this letter from the government saying to call the doctor first. i must say .. BULLSHIT!! she tried for 15 mins to get ahold of the doctors office, the line was always busy. and then the studpid nurse was like, 'what? why are you calling' so anywhoo the doctor said to stay awake for an hour then call her and if she felt the same then to go to the hospital. of course, my brother has since gone back to bed, so it was my job to keep her awake. do you know how hard that was? after i kept her awake until 11, we tried phoning the doctor back, and tried for a good 45 mins... FUCKING BUSY. stupid ass doctors. so i let her go to bed with my brother waking her up every half an hour. so i selpt till 2pm, let me just say, my already fucked up sleeping patterns are now even more fucked up becasue today....
my mom wokr me up at 9 saying to talk to my dad on the phone. he told me to get my brother to take her to the hospital, she was very dizzy again. let me tell you. both my brother and sister who had slept in and was late for school, need to be hit on the head. their reaction time is a little bit, hmm SLOW! it took them forever to get ready, like hello?? she needs to go to the fucking hospital, maybe you should like speed it up. she could be dieing or something.
so she went to the hospital. i wnet back to bed. my sleeping pattern is totaly fucked.
so she has a concussion and has to stay home from work for a week. which is bad becasue she just started the job recently. i called in sick for her today. and then some stupid bitch from work called and wanted her to take her shift for today. unfortunatley my brother answered the phone becasue i would have told her off. like check the fucking schedule before you call, she was already working dumb dumb!! ignorant people bother me.
yeah so shes ok. but one of the side effects of a concussion is that your short term memory goes, and she already had a bad one, so she dosent remember much of the major details of the last two days.
and i hope to god it works, becasue it's too late now
oh and did i mention that i'm done school for a month!! whoo!!! i've been done since friday morning, and its been great. but lonley, no one else is done school.
i'll write more later. i need to sleep before i go insane from all this madness in my head
[>]MOOD - tired, procastinating, frustruated
[>]MUSIC - Pink - God is a DJ
[>] THINKING -
So i am becoming totaly obsessive about the stupid Boom Box
it's not even funny anymore.
So on December 2nd (when HMV said that they would have it in) i saw a commercial for the Singles cd from Future Shop, and they said that the Boob Box was in on Dec2nd. so I've already said how i went to Best Buy and HMV on the third and no Boob Box.
So today, my dad was like how he would take me into Future Shop and buy it, but he was like, we should check online just to be sure. So we checked futureshop.ca and they were like how it comes out on Nov25th (well DUH!!) and they would have it in on like December 9th. HELLO?? Then Why the fuck would you adversitse that you have it in on Dec2nd. i still wanted to go in and check, but i dont think my dad did. so we also checked the HMV and Best Buy Websites. and Hmv was like it will be in on Dec 16th... HELLO? where do you get DEC2nd from Dec16th?? and Best Buy's link for it wouldnt open, so that was all fucked up.
I am now getting so emotional and obsessive compulsive about it. I just want it NOW!!! I told me dad that we should have preordered it off of nodoubt.com and had it delivered to us on Nov25th.. would have been sooo much easier and caused me less stress suring an already stressfull time.
Oh, and i also just realized that my Exam tomorow is worth 27%... great, just great. so now i am going to fail Biology. I am soooo not going to pass. if on the apparently easy midterm exam i got 55%, chances of me doing better on a harder exam are slim. And instead of studying all i can think of is the stupid Boom Box. I really really need to get out of the house. I hope i can go out with Mina tomorow, a)becasue i need to get out and b)i miss mina
later:::: so i made my dad take me to Future Shop.. stupid fuckers LIES ALL LIES!!
yes i did need to get you a present Liza, but it's not what i had planned to get you. i wish that i could have, but see we live in Canada. maybe next year.
i'll post this loong ass survey that Liza sent me here later, when i have more time
OOOH , Theresa, my mom ran into your mom today at work!! she was so happy that they talked etc, oh course about us. She was buying classics books for kevin.. =)
and i wrapped my moms present up, even though it's not her birthday until Sunday
Am i boring you all?
I have this great desire to organize my life. I am the most unorganized, totally cluttered person you will ever meet. Just ask Candice, she's seen my room. it didnt take that long for her to just start cleaning it. But i really want to clean it all up. but i have sooo much junk. the kind of junk that you just want to get rid of. Also, i really want to make all these lists. I just have the sudden desire to make lists, clean my room and organize my whole life up into this little box. I'm starting to sound obsesive compulsive. Oh wait. I am.
Did i ever mention that whever i'm counting things that they have to add up to be even numbers? or that i tend to count things alot, like the sides of my teeth, becasue they are even numbers. well mostly.
i digress.
So i've decided to make some lists. things like 'things to do' 'things to buy' 'wish lists' and 'need lists'. i may post them up here, once i've made them that is. then you can all point and stare at the freak i am. whoo!!
I watced a few episodes of Sex and the City today. i Like really want to be Carrie right now. She has such nice clothe in Season Three. i just want to be her right now. is that creepy? whatever. I'm almost done season three, so it's almost time to go steal season four from emily yay!!
So i'm trying a mud mask thingy right now. Recently, both my skin and hair have not been staying clean. Normally i have relativley clean skin and i can go like three days between washing my hair. but my skin gets oily like right after i clean in, and my hair isnt even lasting like one day. it's either the weather or my skin/hair is getting used to the products all at once. once that happens, i'll have to change. argh, so much money. and i really like the products i'm using now. i have really really sensitive skin. yes, you all needed to know that
:: the dark red blood seeps down between your eyes
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[>]MOOD - good, but still pissed, but better
[>]MUSIC - the White Stripes - The hardest button to button
[>] THINKING - malls should die
so i just got back from an ill fated trip to our lovely local mall
bullshit, fucking HMV & Best Buy
remember how HMV told me that they were getting Boom Box in on December 2nd?? well, it's now December 3rd, and NO!! And the stupid Best Buy lady was like 'i've never heard of that' ... arrrgh. and i saw a future Shop Commercial that said that the Boom Box came out yesterday. Future Shop and Best Buy are the same fucking thing!!!! but no... and it sucks becasue i have to buy it from HMV and BB becasue i have gift certificates form both. ARRGH.
and then i had Lizas whole birthday present planned out.. and today was my first chance to go to the mall since like wayy before our birthday, so i went to buy it all, but then i realized that i ddint know one minor detail so i couldnt buy it. and then also, they didnt have what i wanted at all!! so now i'm like totaly stuck. i could find it all online and get it there but a)i dont have a credit card b)how would i find one? my parents probably wont let me use theirs c)it will be soooo expensive d)when will it get here??
so yeah... now i feel totaly bad, becasue i was all set to give it to her but no present. and no Boom Box... i was in such a pissed mood.... but i talked to candice, vinita and Mina on the phone. so i calmed down a bit. and mina said that she'd go shopping with me on saturday so yay!! i dont really want to go near a mall on a weekend, but i need to buy birthday presents for me and christmas presents for other people.
on a good note, i got my mom her birthday present. she's really gonna like it. except th stupid movie store put the price up so it cost me $50, which is alot if i'm gonna buy her the second part for christmas which will be like another $50. but it's all good. i think she'll like it.
so my exam yesterday was all good... i hope that i did good. i thought the multiple choice was a breeze, and the essay was ok. i hope that i did good, but the whole exam was 20%. i hav another one on Friday at 8:30 AM AHHHHH!!
EMILY IF YOU SLEEP IN I WILL KILL YOU
yeah.. so instead of studying right now, i think i'll watch some tv.. maybe then i'll watch some Sex and the City.. i'll start studying after dinner. i am such a procastinator. i fell great that i dont have school for a month, but if i'm not working that much i think i'll be really bored, becasue everyone else will be working or still in school. i have a feeling that i'm either going to be really bored or depressed. i have to make an effor to do something this year.
ohh.. and i just have to say even though i dont think she reads this blog anymore .....
CRISTINA!!!!!!!!!!!! *falls over in shock*
hahahaha
yeah.. going to be lazy and get fat by eating junk food
name: Sarah Louise
age: 18
birthday: November 21home: toronto
nationality: canadian school: York University
status:Singlework: unemployed height:5'2 eye color:brown/topaz hair color:Brown but
dyedBLACK as INK
