[>]MOOD - fucked over.. why did i go to University??
[>]MUSIC - Goldfrapp - Strict Machine, Metric - Combat Baby
so why am i in University again? WHY!! WHY!!
anyways. I am mostly done my sociology project, and would anyone like to have the lovely task of editing it?? it's not that hard of a job.. it's all about The Gilmore Girls and the O.C... PLEASE!!! I shall edit things for any of you guys!! PLEASE!!
yeah.. i'm in mid freak out right now.. HOLY SHIT! SO MUCH WORK!! AHHHHHH!!
the big letters make me feel loads better.. dont they make you feel better?? WHOO!
so, i'm taking a break from all the fun essay stuff for now, i shall try to work on a new layout, it was gonna be a amazing Gwen one from a Vogue picture i scanned, but i shall do that one later. I'm making B r o d y one, that i know no one will like, it's just not a typical layout. but i like it so far. It also has Josh Hommes From Queens of the Stone Age.
I really did come here to say something.. i know i did. argh.. my mind is blank.
Oh, does anyone had Paint Shop pro that they can send to me?? Or Animation Shop Pro.. i dont know if they come together, but it would be great if they did. all i really want is animation shop.
i have work tomorow.. bargh. i would so ask someoen to take my shift because the last thing i want to do is go to WR, but since i will possibly not have many of those in the future, i might as well go. Money is money. But apparently if we do go completly bankrupt, we will close in June. dammit. i dont wnat to have to wait around until June. shit man
Oh and Emily.. apparently Tony (Kanal from NxD) has a very... urhm.. hmmmm.. nice clock? as well.. now i'm not going to jump around and make t-shits.. but i am sadly like you now... does that make any sense?? bah... nevermind... i enjoy the fact ok?
nothing much to say.. i just wanted to come here and say that my aunt finally had her baby at like 7pm today, so i have a new baby cousin named Willow
and yes.. FINALLY a GIRL!! there are 11 of us, now 12, and only 4 of us were girls. since this is the last baby until Jacob or Kathleen have kids (not me!!!), it is good that it is finally a girl! whooo!!!
oh, and bad news about my guinea pig.. i shall tell later, but she's hurt.
::edit::
So Markham had a blackout today. It was pretty funny because Emily phoned me and was like
Em: Do you have power?
Me: i'm watching tv
Em: *small voice* oh
Me: do you have power?
Em: I'm sitting here with a candle.. it BURNS my eyes!!!
it was funny to me.. becasue like everyone but ME didnt have power.. well at least i think so, b/c the only people online were people who dont live in Markham.
[>]MOOD - my head hurts.. argh.. headache
[>]MUSIC - Ashlee Simpson - Just Let me Cry (she seriously sounds just like Jessica Simpson)
so.. not much to say, nothing much has happened in the last two days, except that a bucket of snow got dumped on Toronto.. THANKFULLY i didnt have school today, or else i would probably still be on a bus somewhere, or frozen on a sidewalk under a pile of snow somewhere. but no, i am semi warm and at home.
So .... on the computer front... my fucking slow computer hasnt died yet... my dad was putting the wireless cable router in today and i said that if he breaks my computer he has to buy me a new one... but sadly my computer is still intact, yet even more fucked up than before.. fucking cable.. i was very conten with my dial up. the only difference that this makes is that i can go on the phone while being on my computer, it's not that much faster.. but that also may be because we have four computer on this network and i think they are all online. meh. oh well.
if the cable speeds up, i shall be happy to have it :D
I watched Blade Runner today becasue i have a presentation on it in March. The movie sucked. But Daryl Hannah had some kick ass makeup.
I was suposed to go to the movies today, but no one called or anything to say that we wernt. that wasnt very nice. i could have been sitting here ready and waiting to go out. but i kinda figured that we went going to go out becasue of the weather and all these other circumstances. bah.
anywhoo.. i'm off to go try to bullshit my way through an assignment. i hope to have my sociology one done by the end of the week. then i can stress about the other ones.
::edit:: i am so like in love with this song. i enjoy the video too. Go d/l Peaches ft Iggy Pop - Kick It ... i enjoy the whole FatherFucker Cd.. it is strange which i enjoy
[>]MOOD - not to sure what it is.. INSANE
[>]MUSIC - Phantom PLanet - California
CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND CRISTINA HAS A BOYFRIEND
anywhooo
so i decided on two tv shows, i was freaking out too much so i just decided to hell with it and i'm doing 'The O.C.' and 'Gilmore Girls'. i started writing the intro, and after i get all my theorists facts straight and i know what i want to prove, that one should be done in a few hours. then i have to start my fucking research for my 30% essay for film.. GAHHHHH.. i dont want to do that at all!!nooo!!
i need to.. uh ... SPICE my life up
it's even boring me, and i'm the person that can entertain themselves for hours with just my imagination. it's just that i feel like i'm going no where.. i think this whole unemployment issue has started to work on me.
GAHHAHHHAHHAHAHAHH!!! am i just wasting my whole life???? GAHHHH!!
so i have spent the entire day contmplating my soon to be unemployed self. I wont mind being unemployed for like three months or so.. but in like april i will seriously need a really good job that pays kick ass amounts of money. I was considering becoming an extra, because there are lots ov tv shoots and film shoots in Toronto, i should know, i see them everywhere. I also applied to H&M, so if i get that job it will be ok because a)discount on clothes rocks b) i can get there by bus. I just want a good job, one where i dont have to deal with many customers. Or one where i know what the hell i'm doing.
There are some peopleat WR that i will really miss.. mostly MikeB, Mel, Danielle(kinda), ANITA!, Debbie, Mina, EMILY(no wait, i STALK her anyways) CRISTINA(same as em) and yeah. but then there are some people that i wish i would never see again like CLARE.. god.. what a BITCH.. she fucking hates my guts, she is soooo FAKE.
anyways enough about shit that none of you have any idea what i'm talking about.
Seriously guys.. i need sugestions for what to do for my sociology project. Just give me two TV shows that are the same types (like sitcoms) but are opposite (like rich/poor). PLEASE. I really need HELP.
UMA i bought you your Christmas lights (BLUEE) i got you two strings of 50 lights, it was $4.60. i just dont know how to get thm to you. i could like mail them to you, but that may be expensive. So if anyone is coming to visit you soon, tell them to get them from me. yeah.
I just had a three hour nap, i slept through dinner. i feel like shit. ah.
On Friday when i was coming home the first bus was pretty packed, but i got a seat, and Cristina phoned me when i was almost at Finch and told me some intermolesting things about a BOY. then i got to Finch and was like 'oh shit, there goes my bus, and it was like half full.. dammitt!!' so i waited with like one other person and a bus came out of nowhere.. which was strange. so there were like four of us and the bus just left! it never does that, the express buses are normally PACKED because they are only in service during rush hour. so they only stop like twice before they get to my stop, and no one wanted to stop so i went like right home.. i was on the phone the whole time to Cris.. i think shes the only one that i've told those specific details of the 9 months that i spent in a worthless relationship. theyre nothing special, they just show the shit of the relationship.
i could listen to this song on repeat forver.. in fact i do, so never mind.
So, i shoudl still be in school right now but theyre watching a movie that i already saw in Film Class this year so Emily gave me a ride home.. yay!! whoo for emily!
i had the most BORING class ever today, i should have left like some of my friends did when we went for coffee at the break. but thats ok, i was able to amuse myself, look at what nate and i made. Click here is you want to see a bigger picture
So i have a shitload of stuff to do before school ends, and how much of it have i done... ZERO! but i have pondered what i shall do for some of my assignments
so guess what.. you all shall be yet again subjected to one of my amazing lists of shite to do.. yay! i can see you all leaning foreward in anticipation, with your excitement raidiating out of every pore of your body. yay!! lists !! whoo!. hey, sometimes they can be good things, and lead up to very hot, hot springs scenes (HI UMA AND MINA)
SHIT THAT SARAH HAS TO DO BEFORE SCHOOL ENDS:
- Feb 25th - Film Essay Due - 30% ... AHHH! research involved! ahhh! noo!
- Feb 26th - Sociology Observation Project #3 Due- 10% .. it's ok, i need a observation though
- March 1st - Film Presentation - 20%?? - i need again, a topic
- March 19th - SF essay 20% - again, topic.. SHIT TOPICS to choose from.. DIE DIE DIE
- March 25th - SF presentation - bah - 20%??- i have a kick ass group though.. but i wonder how much work we will get done
- March 31st - Film Exam - 20%
- April 1st Sociology exam - 10% - ahhh.. but i'm ok, i shall do good, getting the exam question before the exam rocks!
- sometime in April - SF and Bio exams
so yeah.. i need topic, and i shall be doing ALOT of writing during reading week.. no time for reading.. just WRITE WRITE WRITE
oo.. so you all shall help me pick a topic for my Sociology Project
So, i need two tv shows that are the same format but the exact opposite. and eg is a sitcom or a drama or a soap opera, where one show is about a poor family and the other is about a rich family. my project is about social class. FUN FUN FUN
later, we shall pick topis for my film essay.. JOY
Oh, yestarday they were filming Queer as Folk at York.. intermolesting
POSTER SALE NEXT WEEK!! anyone ned anything? just ask
WHIRE ROSE IS GOING BANKRUPT
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHA
EDIT:: hmm.. blogger is acting like shit.. this post may not work.. fucking hell
[>]MOOD - cold.. tired... BORED
[>]MUSIC - tv
[>]DOING - watching tv
So i really do like this layout.. it's just i made a new one today. and i dont know if i want to go put it up or not. I like this one becasue it's pretty simple, but i like the other one because it's even more simple. there are no side tables *gasp* oh my.. i never do that! every layout looks well.. almost exactaly the same except with a few differences.
i will deliberate and may put it up tomorow.. i just want to put it it becasue it has a drop down menu, and i am totaly facinated with the concept. i am a dork.
so anywhoo... i was gonna do my readings today.. but i ended up doing nothing. i will shoot myself later. i am just becoming lazy with the whole school thing. this always happens around this time, but it's different this year because i cant slack off. i am finding the whole having classes for a whole year intermolesting.
i'm bored. i need to do something.. creative... or go somewhere. hmmmmmm. what to do.
so how are you all?? comments.. what should i do about the layout??
[>]MOOD - COLD DAMMITT!!!!
[>]MUSIC - Goldfrapp - Train
[>]TALKING TO - Cristina, Emily, Candice, some guy
hello all!! it's still COLD
so long day at school, candice slept in so mostly alone, but i was ok. I went to film and we watched a movie called 'Head'.. it was about 'the Monkees' .. from the tv show... it was a parody of that Beatles movie, that i never saw. it was basically.. on drugs.
hahahaha my mom thought Davy Jones was hot.. he was soo LITTLE. the drummer guy, Mickey i think was ok.
so enw layout that i made on christmas break. i have more to talk about but i cant feel my fingers, typing makes them cold.. so when i remember what i wanted to say i'll post it. Enjoy the layout.
[>]MOOD - tired, happy
[>]MUSIC - does anyone really care?
so i almost died on thursday
really
have i ever mentioned that it's possible FUCKING COLD here. like -30C plus windsheild. yes. lucky me. i dont go to school the whole week until thursday and then it was COLD. i had to take the bus, i left at 8:15 and got to school at 10:20, i was almost last for my 10:30 class. i was sooooooo cold. i had to wait at Finch station for the fucking bus for 20 mins and i froze. if you have skin exposed for more than 10 mins it freezes in this weather.
but the death part happened when i came home.
my mom said she would give candice and me a drive, but her car died so i had to take the bus AGAIN. so it was dark and i had to walk the like 20 mins from my bus stop to home, and it was sooooo cold. i was listening to music which was keeping me sane and concious. but for like the last 5 mins i had to force myself to breathe and keep on moving. all i wanted to do was curl up in the snow and sleep. you know when the snow looks sooo warm and fluffy. i got home and i didnt realize thati was crying and i couldnt move. my mom had to take my jacket off of me. the bad thing was i couldnt feel my feet so my mom spent forever warming them up and i had like 5 blankets on me.
it was insane. i was whipped. everything hurt. the thing that hurt the most was my toenails odly enough. i fell asleep at 10:30 after forceing myself to stay awake through a really good CSI. and the next day i woke up and everything hurt. i felt like i'd been working out at the gym for hours. and i still had to wander around york in the fucking cold. but emily gave me a ride home, so *hugs* to her. we all love emily.
i had more to say. but i'm really tired. so i may post later. bah.
Nate and i have decided that we are moving to LA, where it is warm right now.
so since saturday, well friday night, i have been reeeally sick. i even missed 1 1/2 classes on monday (i went for the lecture part of my film class) and i didnt go to my bio class today. i have been sleeping. i went through three boxes of tissues and one package of tylenol cold.
bah
i have a long day at school tomorow, i hope that i dont like die or anything.
Oh, Theresa was wondeing why some of the pussycat dolls look familiar, well the one in the middle is Carmen Electra, or Baywatch fame, so that may be why.
Right now i'm waiting for stupid Leons to show up with my couches. i've ben waiting since 1pm. it's now 6:30pm.. where are the fuckers?? what the hell are we suposed to do if we dont get any couches for my family room?? we have bookshelves, a tv, a computr and a lot of empty space. and if they dont come today then we wont be able to gt them until next week because my moms working the next two days and i'm at school the next two days. normally jacob or my mom would be home but stupid Jacobs in LA with my dad and my mom's working. Bah. the floor is uncomfortable.
bah.. stupid telemarketers. i just got a call... 'may i please speak to an adult' i am an adult fucker.. now go die
My sister is missing. we cant find her. my mom has gone out to find her. shes suposed to be home at 4:30, she called at 5 saying that she had been waiting with some friends to see if they could get a ride home (she is a wimp, she wont walk home from th fucking school, i walked home EVERY DAY for four long years!!! lazy) and my mom told her that she had to walk. it's now 6:30. and dark. it only takes half and hour to walk. shes either lost or at some friends house and has forgotten to call.
::EDIT:: oh, so we found Kathlen. guess where she was. sitting at stupid ass McDonalds. which meant that my mom got McD for dinner for us three. Dammit.. i quit eating McD in august.. it made me feel soooooooo sick. ahhhhh...
so the leons people came.. they spent forever trying to get our door off and thn gave up. and didnt bring it in through the kitchen becasue of the snow. so our couches are in the garage. mayb i should like go lock it. i will in a sec. so kathleen and i pushed a small couch from the living room into here becasue it's sooo empty. i will take pictures later. but intill then.. here ... cute PICTURES
[>]MOOD - good.. my stomach hurts
[>]MUSIC - As Time Goes by - on DVD
blllllaaarrrrrggggghhhhhhhh
so anywhoo... i just realized that in three days back at school i have had 4 hours of school.. and in the whole week i have 14 hours of school and i spend about 28 - 30 hours at school and about 8 hours on the bus/car going to and from school
yes.. i was using my brain today.. whoo!!! hahaha
so on monday my biology class was cancelled (!?!!) which meant that i came 5 hours early for my next class. But i had a killer time having FUN FUN with emily and candice.
and today am and i had a laugh attack in the car.. i couldnt lift my knapsac let alone hers.. and mine was stuck under my leg and hes was stuck behind her chair and i just couldnt move either.. so we just laughed out heards off. i just started laughing again over it. we are two strange peas in a pod.
i had only an hour of class today. we got into the lecture hall and it took me a while to realize that it looked different becasue they had changed the chairs. now i cant slouch anymore in the back row and sleep. bahhh.
i just went shopping with my mom.. and bought ... NOTHING!! there was nothing to buy. bahhh. stupid HMV.. i hope they die fuckers. they LIE in their advertisemenst.. they never have anything in. die die die.
but i saw Yvetteee and Jennifer (same last name as Liza but i dont want to write it out on my blog becasue i try not to do that) and i saw my Janitor from public school. he was cool.
oh and i tweaked this layout yet AGAIN.. i like it more.. now it's just plain PINK
i dont know how interesting this will be for all of you. i try to make it interesting, but basically my life is boring but when i find something interesting to say like the last post..i post it. i take it you all enjoyed the story as much as i did. shall i post up the link so you can all leave you own comments are read the great comments left there already? the best one was the first one, it was plain and simple:
:: out of no were he bumps into this pritty girl
::
[>]MOOD - HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[>]MUSIC - the Transplants - Diamonds and Guns
oh god.. i havent laughed this hard in soooooo long.
so i found a fan fic in a writing challenge, and the writing challenge requirements were as follows : Write a story in which Orlando receives an anonymous love letter, inside of which an all expense 1-day only trip to Rome has been paid for. Pretend that Orlando must take the trip and meet this anonymous person. The usual requirements apply. Good luck!
so i then read this story.. and i am not making this up... emily and i just spent forver laughing over this. my stomach now hurts.
"one sunny day in canterburry uk orlando usely doing the normal thing walking aroud his nabourhood when out of no were he bumps into this pritty girl named brittany out of no were it starts to ran so he give her his jacket to were so she won't get sick they both run under a roof to keep dry!He looks at her and she looks back and with her blue eyes shing like dimends he falls in love then they got closer and kissed each other!Then it stopped raning and she hugged him good bye and left!The next day he could not stop thinking of her and whent out looking for her after a day and a half he whent to the garden and saw the same girl he kissed shure annuf it was her and he walked over and tapped her shoulder she turns around and smiles and she got up and hugged him and he kissed her in the garden with roses all round and he asked her to be his!She answerd with a kiss and they lived happly ever after! "
oh my lord
yeah... wow..
oh and thank you all.. THANKS candice for the nice card and cristina for the e-mail.. you are too sweet!
school tomorow!!
oh and a new layout.. but i'll write more about that tuesday on my day off
[>]MOOD - tired, still a little bit pissed off
[>]MUSIC - Bush - Letting the Cables Sleep
so.. 2004.. yay i guess
anyways.. i'm just too pissed off to deal with my life right now. unfortunatley, i'm not just pissed off with one thing in particular. it's many things, including many of my friends, and they have no idea that they've pissed me off, and i dont feel like starting anything, i dont have the time or the energy, so i'm just going to leave it at that.
i went to the mall today, and i eventually had to go sit outside and call my mom and rant at her for like 6 minutes or else i would have ended up crying in the fucking mall. there are so many fucking things that i want/need to buy. and i have money to spend. like $200 of birthday/christmas money to spend on things and i cant find anything i need at all. i just get pissed off and leave the stores. i'm emotionally drained and very angry right now. this holiday has been a shit hole. well, my world was heading in that direction anyways before the holidays, but i thought it was just the stress of exams. but now i'm realizing that it's not. god. why cant i ever have the life i want. i need to find more peopel like me at school. but they all seem to me genos.
arrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhh
maybe later i'll post about things that piss me off.. just right now i think i better not say anything, or else i may end up saying things that i regret, things that will make my life worse than it is.
thankfully i have been able to rant to some people who arn't directly involved in my problems. i think like a week ago I went off at Justin for like an hour about everything. Justin, if you are reading this.. thanks. and Cristina and my mom too. Thanks for keeping me sane.
i think i need mental help. god, my mind is so fucked up. twisted into little knots.
but i stoped talking to one shrink and the other said that i was better, and i didnt need to see him anymore. besides, much as he rocked, my brother and my dad have seen him as well. best not see him.
i think i'm going to have to start writing again. thats what kept me sane at this time last year.
WHY THE FUCK ISNT MY COMANDER KEEN GAME LOADING!! ARRRGHGHH.. even my stupid computer is out to get me.
::EDIT::
*HUG* to candice
hahaha.. i thought this was so funny.. well maybe i just think it is, but then again, thats just me
YOUR SO EMO...:sigh: your an emotional person and your friends suck, music helps you deal with that.
name: Sarah Louise
age: 18
birthday: November 21home: toronto
nationality: canadian school: York University
status:Singlework: unemployed height:5'2 eye color:brown/topaz hair color:Brown but
dyedBLACK as INK
