oh my poor little neglected blog. i havent had a 'real' entry in awhile. ..... haha.. i just actually looked to see when the last time i wrote a 'real' entry was.. maybe a week ago. i should seriously read what i post before i post it. i amuse myself. looking at some of the shit i write, i'm surprised that any of you actually read it. i have ADD when i write. haha.
moving on. i've been considering if i want to keep my blog. i update my LJ alot more, and it's not always 'friends only' entries, so you know, you can all comment if you want. also, i'm the only one left on blogger. granted, there was only three of us here. but once upon a time, uma, mina, karen, candice and i had our blog, and then emily, candice and i all had our respective blogs. meh. i'll just be strange and have two journals which i update all too frequently. yay!! i'm a loser.
i had to reshoot my stupid photography project yesterday. 'twas interesting. i had to use my dad's old olympus OM -1 b/c my pretty camera is acting up. *tear* it better work well in class tomorow if i have to use it.... so when i went to get my pictures developed, instead of going to loblaws b/c they fucked up my project the first time i did it, i went to the new shoppers they built on warden, and they did a kick ass job and they gave me my pictures on a cd, so that solved my whole 'i hate scanning pictures' problem. yay! not much to share though except for a really pretty picture of emily. but i'll just post all the pictures on my LJ b/c i can use a cut to hide them. i enjoy LJ cuts. thats one point for LJ. and the fact that i get to use user icons. i made a really cheesy one yesterday that's my current icon,
it just really cracks me up, and thats whats important.
today after i got home i went to the park and spent like half an hour with my digital caera shooting random pictures. it was actually very fun. i missed my digital camera. i'll put those up on my LJ too in the next few days.
so.... nothing else really to share. i have alot of shit floating around in my head, i'm trying to decide what to do with my life which is always important. i have to decide i i want to stay a sociology major, if i want to stay at york, and what's going to happen with my life in general.
ooo.. but i do have a interesting story to share with you all. my mother is trying to make my worst nightmare come true.
seriously.
for one evening in november, she is planning on having me in the same room as the two people who i had planned on never talking to ever again. EVER. like never ever. like they could be choking infront of me and i would walk by and do nothing. yes, that bad. for those of you who went to MMHS with me, you'll know the people, and understand to a point, b/c you all hated them too. but you didnt grow up with them.
to make a long background story very short. basically, when i was growing up, on my street there were four of us who were 'friends' we spent like every summer together. one of them, after say grade 4, i was still friends with, and if she was choking on the street, i would run to help. the other two...... i'm not even going to explain. but the one who i actually like, and who is a year older than me (for those of you who were wondeirng, i'm talking about Esther) is getting married in december (shes a year older than me!!! HELLO?? marriage?) so my mom is throwing a bridal shower for her. oh joy.
yes children. i have to spend an evening with Helen and Lindsay in my house. in my fucking house. i have to talk to them. i have to be polite. i have to pretend that i dont want to rip their heads off. ok.. maybe i dont want to do that. i'm sure that theyre very nice people now. that they are actually doing something with their lives etc etc etc. but it's about on the scale of having a really bad breakup with someone, and wanting to spend the rest of you life, pretending that they dont exist and that you never went out with them ever, and then being stuck in an elevator with them and only them.
i would rather shoot myself.
this party better as hell be on a thursday, b/c i get off at 5:30 on thursdays. so it's my latest day, so i'll take the longest coming home. or i wont come home at all and my mom will kill me.
hmmmm... who can i force to come to this shower with me?
anyways..... this is a long enough entry, and i'm sure youre all bored now. so i'll end the suffering now.
oh and emily... i've been thinking alot about the kick ass conversation we had comeing home today. it's very interesting. men suck. period. hahaha.
[x]MOOD - sick, tired, FANATIC
[x]MUSIC - Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For
and so it starts. i've listened to this song three times since i d/led it. at first i was like eh?... but now i actually really like it. it's very un-no doubt. i want to dance around while listening to it. i cant wait till i get a better quality mp3 so that i can burn it to a cd. i love nxd fans. as soon as something happens, it gets put up online. thats the big main difference between nxd and garbage fans, when the new garbage single comes out, i probably wont hear it and it will drive me MAD.
ah.. now i'm so excited. i cant wait for the week of November 21st!!! i turn 19 and i get Gwen's new cd.
(obessed fanatic monent)
whooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!
if any of you want it, go here nodoubtweb, it's a reealy fast d/l.
sooooo excited.
:EDIT:
ok, now that i've listened to the song uh... a lot.. like 30 times at the least, some of the lyrics seriously bug me. it's still a good song, but the lyrics are stupid. like as in, they make no sense. i think the one part that i have the most problems with is all of a sudden, mid song, she suddenly says,
I can't wait to go back into Japan...
Gimme lots of brand new fans.
Osaka Tokyo....
You Harajuku girls...
Damn you've got some wicked style!
uh.. ok... that really one) makes perfect sense, in the context of the song, and two) oh, fuck it, the song makes no sense at all.... i cant wait for the next no doubt album, that better have some good lyrics, no scratch that, i cant wait for the next garbage album, that should (hopefully) come out before the nxd one. considering nxd wont start recording it till late 2005/early 2006, and garbage has been recording their album since.. FOREVER, and it was suposed to come out, uh, last feburary..........
nevermind. ignore all that, i'm just a bitter garbage fan, thats what i am. that an i'm tired, and i just realized the shitload of work i have to do, and i have like none of it done.
[x]MOOD - melting from the inside
[x]MUSIC - Matthew Good Band - Apparitions
I am so sick I want to shoot myself.
literally.
I never get very very sick. When I was younger I missed a lot of school because whenever I was sick my mom would let me stay home, but there were probably very few times where I was probably sick enough to warrant me missing so much school. No.. There were actually a lot now that I think about it, like in grade 7 or 8 I had this virus that made me cough constantly for like a month, and I still to this day do what one of my ex-friends used to call a PLC (pathetic little cough) it's this tiny cough that I do randomly, and compulsively. When I'm really upset about something, I do it a lot, and when I'm trying to get to sleep, I do it a lot.
I digress. But I'm not really thinking straight, so my normal stream of consciousness rants are now a little bit more off topic than normal.
anyways. now that i'm in university, it's reeealy hard to miss any days of school. last year i think i was dieing and i missed one or two days. and it sucks soooo bad that i cant just stay home and sleep and let my body recover. but i cant.
to give you an idea of how sick i am right now, i'd say this is about equal with back in may when i was soooo sick on my last day in San Francisco. in fact, this is probably the same thing. i feel the same way. my throat hurts, i have a high fever, i feel like i'm meling from the inside, my skin physically hurts, many parts of my kneck are swollen. fun fun fun.
i feel bad about blabbing on about being sick. i'm not dieing or anything, and i've had so many random people say 'aww, go home and get better' in the last two days that it's lost all meaning. i guess i'm talking about this becasue it's essentially all thats going on in my life right now.
i start photography tomorow. i'm scared. tomorow is also the last day to add or drop fall/full year courses at york. so if i dont like it, i can drop it after class. but that would have defeated the whole point of buying a new camera. but i love my camera. and holy shit.. do you know how much the fucking text book costs for photography!! $117! fucking hell, i'm unemployed here! i've already spent a shitload on books, and i know that next term i'm gonna have to buy two more books that are like $70 each. so yeah.. dont expect any christmas presents you guys. i hope that i dont spend so much money on books that i end up having to use my reserve $1000. (the first few months i worked at WR, i spent like nothing, and i've had $1000 saved up since then for emergencys)
my ears hurt. i cant hear properly. i think i was yelling in my tutorial today at my group members. but i couldnt hear them. it's not my fault!
i am now addicted to Gilmore Girls again, i've been watching it practaly every day at 5pm on W. and then the season premiere was today... yay!! i'm also now addicted to Ellen. i watch it every day except mondays at 10 before i go to school, and wednesdays i only get to see half becasue i leave at 10:30. i could technically watch the second half when it replays at 5, but that would pretty much be revolving my life around tv.
so, same as last post, maybe more than one person will do this :D , ask me any three questions you want, about anything, an i will answer them (dont be dumb and ask me stupid things like "whats 12543 x 4578" becasue i will hunt you down and kill you :D)
i've bee meaning to post this for awhile, JM and Adam from Maroon 5
[x]MOOD - sick.. BAH.. pretty good i guess
[x]MUSIC - Lenny Kravitz - Lady
[x]READING - like three text books, FUNFUNFUN
:insert warning of possible long-winded rambling incoherently about mostly boring subjects like school, rambling that is usually reserved for my LJ, but as the blogger window was open, is going here MUAHH!!:
so.. for some reason i really felt like updating. but as usual i have nothing of interest to post.
i should be reading my Soci 2050 book, i should be reading the readings from my "City Lives and City Forms" class, but i havent even taken the book out of the bag since i bought it, i have the lecture tomorow and the tutorial the next day. I should be reading my readings for Soci 2050 that i went to the resource center at the library and photo copied today, but as i did go to the library and got a library card, but walked right by the resource center becasue that involved me getting a copy card and spending like $4 on photocopies, that $4 was much better spent on food. i should be writing my three questions for my Soci 2050 tutorial, that were suposed to be handed in today, but i forgot. (ha!! I DID THAT JUST NOW! haha! one down, a zillion to go) i should be doing like 10 other things as well, but it would bore you all if i sat here and listed them.
i'm finding it all highly hilarious that my procastination has set in already. i was already procastinating on the first day. i've always been like this. but this year it's even worse. it's like my teachers know that i'm not gonna do my readings already. SOCI 2050, which i am begining to hate, (i've had all of one lecture and tutorial) has a test worth like 5% every three weeks on the readings. and the aforementioned three questions, the HW that i actually did, each week everyone has to submit three questions, and they'll pick the best on the test. who wants to bet that my questions will never make it onto the test. and if they do, i'll probably get it wrong. i'm waiting for my TA to pull me aside and say "you really have no idea what the fuck you're doing do you?" .. uh yeah.. i never know what the fuck i'm doing. why the hell didnt i become a film major?? i was good at that. oh right... they didnt accept me. got it.
so how are you all? how's school? anyone want to move to.. eiether hawaii or san francisco with me. i havent decided which one. but both sound good right now.
my throat is sore. tomorow i'm gonna be sick. i've been doing everything i can do to prevent it, but alas it's getting worse. suckage.
i love my new camera. i wish it was the quality that it is, but digital. that would cost me like 1000, i dont have 1000 to spare. i probably dont have 100 to spare.
i wish i lived in a area where there were lots of things to photograph, but i live in very boring mundane suburbs.
the bus sucks ass. i could ramble on about it's suckyness for hours here. but i wont.
i kinda want to cut bangs again, that sounds wrong. let me try again. i want to cut my hair with bangs again. but the last time, they never stayed straight, and looked like shit. then they grew out super fast b/c my hair grows fast, but now my hair seems to have stopped growing and theyre staying at the same anoying length, too long to be bangs, but too short to go back with the rest of my hair into a ponytail. i probably wont end up doing that. but i've seen so many people with nice bangs and it makes me want them :(
i considered rambling on more, but all of a sudden i dont feel like rambling anymore.. weird. so i'll end with the POTP and a question, well not really a question.
when you comment (if you comment) ask me three questions, whatever you want and i'll answer them.
POTP (lets see if you all recognize this one like you did the last one)
[x]MOOD - great
[x]MUSIC - Bush - the chemicals between us
ok, two points of order today. i'll start off with the good stuff first.
i got my new baby today :D and no, this time it wasnt a purse. it was a tad more expensive than a purse. maybe the price of all my three new purses togather, at regular price. ok, well no maybe not.
anywhoo.... here it is
lets all ooooo and awww now. i have to learn how to take real pictures now. not my normal digi crap.
i didnt know if i would like shooting with film, but so far, it rocks. my film is being developed as we speak, or rather write, and if theyre good i'll scan then in and put them on my LJ. i hate scanning. with a passion. thats the only real downside to shooting film. that and the cost of film and development, andthe fact that i'm really gonna have to cut down on the amount of pictures i take. like for example, the last time i went to my cottage i took maybe 250 pictures. so yeah, i'll have to cut down on that. but thats not really a bad thing. the other thing i have to get used to is the size, my digicams have generally been fairly small. meh. i'm still very excited :D
ok, second point of business.
i enjoy writing in my journal, i usually try to make everything interesting and make people actually want to read it. but i'm guessing that based on my last post, that eiether a) everyone is so busy with school starting, and having lives that they no longer bother to read it. b) everyone is so busy with school/work/lives etc, that they read but comment becasue of lack of time or c) everyone basically has decided to hate me... i dont think it's c, but i decided not to be petty and bitchy and come here and be like 'fine, then i wont comment on your journals too' but that would be rather stupid and pointless. i'd like to say that i dont care, but in reality, i'm neurotic and anal, and i like people to comment. so, i know everyones busy, i can tell by the lack of people updating their journals. so i will keep updating here, but not as often i guess. maybe when people get less busy and whatever, i'll update more often. i will still update my LJ, becasue i do that for selfish reasons, i need a place to rant and ramble, a place where i feel secure doing that where it's 'friends only'. so for those of you who dont have LJ's dont worry, you arnt missing much.
so yeah.... thats pretty much it for now. i have a shitload of reading to do, and i was actually doing it today as opposed to these past two days where i did nothing, well on thursday i did nothing, friday i went to the dentist, shopping, then the film fest. but today i was actually going to do my reaidng. but then i got my new camera, who from here on shall be known as eiether fred or bob. i havent decided wich camera is fred and what camera is bob, i need to decide that.
oooo, so i went to bell's (phone company bell) film fest cocktails/dinner/film thing at the film fest yesterday. it was really cool. last year the film was depressing as hell. maybe if i knew italian history i would have known that everyone died in the end, or my dad could have told me that everyone died in the end, but basically it was a big downer of a film last year. this year not so much. again, it wasnt an english film, but b/c of my film class, i've probably watched more films with subtitles in the past year than i have films without, so i dont even notice that i'm reading the subtitles anymore. i digress. the film was french, and it plain and simple rocked. it reminded me of 'the transporter' which is a good film too, but this one was even better. i kept on going 'oh my god, what are they going to do next' it was called Arsene Lupin and this is what the little description of the movie said,
"Arsene Lupin is the ultimate tale of a gentleman-burgular. Armed with the apparent generosity of Robin Hood, the dedcutive powers of Sherlock Holmes and the charm of Don Juan, Arsene Lupin (Romain Duris) is and inveterate theif and collector. His breathtaking escapades make for a passionate and swashbuckling adventure through the cloak-and-dagger world of family secrets and occult powers"
yeah, that dosent really sound that great but there was so much more to it then that.
the only thing that bugged me about the movie is that they gave us free popcorn. i cant eat popcorn for another 6 weeks. BAH. so yeah, it's kinda grose but i kinda sucked on it and didnt chew it then swollwed it. hey, at least i got to eat a bit of it. stupid holes in the back of my mouth.
[x]MOOD - good
[x]MUSIC - Bush - Head full of ghosts
yay, it's 1pm and i'm home :D and have been for... an hour or so? meh. i should be in class right now. but it was kinda pointless, i havent had the lecture, so whats the point of going to the tutorial, besides, it would only be a short tutorial, or a boring tutorial, and there would be no point of me waiting the two hours between classes. so yeah... whoo! i got up at 6:30 today, i'm a little wacked. though suprisingly, not very tired. i havent woken up at 6:30 since.... well.. forever. i wake up at like 10 or so for school normally. stupid me and my 9:30 class.
so, i actually had a really really good weekend. thats probably why i'm in such a good mood. the weather was perfect. i did pretty much nothing on saturday, but on sunday cris and i went down to ontario place to watch her boyfriend compete in the dragonboat races that were going on there. i'd never been to anything like that so i didnt know what to expect, but it was pretty cool. there were like 150 teams, and everyone was having fun. the really really cool thing is that it was breast cancer awarness weekend or something along those lines, and they were raising money for breast cancer and doing other things like that, like when we got there, there were all these pink carnations in the water, and there were all these teams that were wearing pink, they were all breast cancer survivors. there was this one race that was all older ladies, and they were all breast cancer survivors. watching them race made me want to cry, it was just so inspiring to watch them, and they didnt care that they lost, they were just out there doing it.
so from the whole weekend, the races and the different things going on like that big marathon, they raised over 15million, which is amazing. at the races, they raised 250thousand, which was pretty cool.
so yeah.. cris and i watched the races, and we walked around the section of ontaio place that the races were being held in, we watched sail boats, cris went in the water (and now is going to die becasue she walked around in lake ontaio water :D haha) we talked, lay in the shade, it was just the perfect quintessential summer day. except for the fact that it's september, we had school at like 9am the next day, and had homework and other school related things to do, which we didnt end up doing :D
anyways.. so when we walked into ontario place, we walked by the cirque du soleil tents that were set up in one of the parkinglots. the cirque du soleil had a show called alegria or something like that, that was suposed to run for a limited engagement there for like two weeks or something. so my parents and sister went like two weeks ago, so i thought it was done. but they extended it. so we didnt know it was going to be there, and cris suddenly decided that she wanted to go. so i called my mom and was like 'do you know how much it would cost?' but it would have been around $100 or more, so we were like, i guess we shouldnt go. but my mom called me back, and was like 'if there are tickets, you should go becasue it's amazing' so to cut a long boring story short, we got tickets that were on the side of the stage (it's a round big top tent, the stage was circular, bah to hard to describe! there were three sides, the front and the two sides) in the middle, so we had a pretty good view of everything. it's really intimate, so you get to see everything fairly close.
but yeah... the show was amazing. except for the boring clowns, but i think that was just me. seriously, if you get a chance, you should go see it. cris spent most of the show with her hand over her mouth, or going 'ohmygod!!' or stuff like that. there was one point where we like grabbed each others hands hard because we were so scared that they would fall or something. it's really good. it makes me want to run off and join a circus even more now :D yeah.... i dont really want to go into detail becasue one) it would ruin it and two) it's kinda hard to here, i'd have to be takling to you and three) when my parents got home, my sister was gushing about one act, and ruined it for me :D
oo.. cris, apparently when my family went, instead of that hot guy who did that thing on those wooden blocks, they had some strongman, and for the fire guys, they only had one guy, while we had two.
so remember how i said it was like a nice summer day? (it's like that now today too) so guess who was stupid and didnt even factor the weather into her mind, and guess who didnt get sunburnt all summer, but who is now nice and crispy?? yep.. me. my face looks like i'm deeply blushing, and stupid me, i was wearing my nxd tank top, which has thick should straps, so now i have nasty ass ugly burn lines, so my skin on my chest is now white, then tanned, then burned. it looks weird. BAH. i've been putting loads and loads of aloe on for hours. i hope it goes away soon.. or blends in or fades becasue i have the film fest on friday, where i have to dress up semi formally for the cocktails and dinner. argh.
whoo for the subway and cristina who lets me post her pictures on DA!
fin
[x]MOOD - tired, generally happy
[x]MUSIC - scissor sisters - laura
[x]READING - nothing, but the school reading starts this weekend, and i've only been to one class.. ack.
tonight i learned that if i ever want something shiny and new i should always express this need around myunclethemillionaire. i was at my grandmas 75th birthday party at my uncles house, and his BBQ broke, well it wasnt completley broken, i ate a hot dog that came off of it, and it was ok. but it wasnt working well, or something. so my uncle aka uncle david2 said to my uncle david3, 'wheres the neariest canadian tire? and go get your van' and they came back with this shiny new big very nice BBQ. so i'm thinking, maybe i should like mention that the DVD player and CD burner on my computer are broken. or maybe i should express this need for a car even though i dont drive. apparently he bought my uncle david3 a BBQ awhile back. maybe hes just the BBQ angel or something.
so yeah.. schools... ok? i had a great day on wednesday. and those of you on my LJ know i had a not so great day on thursday. then today i had no school. but emily and i went and spent a few hours at chapters and at york's bookstore. emily's poor bank account. this is why i'm not a english/theater major. though i did only buy books for two classes b/c i'm in the process of rearanging my schedule, so i have no idea what i need for the classes that i havent picked. and one of my SOCI (sociology) classes didnt have any books listed, which i found retarded. so i'll have to wait until i actually go to that class.
for those of you who go to york, does anyone know of any good (as in i wont fail, or be bored) classes that are eiether 6 or 3 credits, on monday afternoons, or thursdays? eiether terms, or full term? i need more classes.
i dropped my latin music class and signed myself up, against my better judgement, for photography. i'm scared witless over this class. i've never taken photography before. and i've never done any actual 'arty' shots with a real camera. i've been living in a digital world for the last few years. if only the digital photography classes eiether fit into my schedule or were not full.
*sigh*
oh, one random note. i've heard a bunch of people talking about gmail and how they would like invitations to it, i seriously didnt know that you needed invitations to join it, i thought you just signed up. anywhoo... i have 6 invitations if anyones interested, i dunno if anyone would be.
and so far i've won every time :D well, i only tried two times so far, and it eventually guessed both, but the second time it said this "Does your mother know what you are thinking about?I am not allowed to talk about stuff like this, but,I am guessing that it has something to do with sex?"
haha... seriously, do this while thinking of say.. a penis or something.. funny as hell
i get strange when i'm tired.
everyone in my house is sleeping away, and here i am, wide awake, quietly laughing my head off.
:: "where did my lamb go? i wish it would stay, i feel as empty as a widow, i'm gonna sleep it all away"
::
[x]MOOD - YAY!!
[x]MUSIC - nothing.. my minds going "yayy!!" over and over again, but other than that, thats about it
*takes deep breath*
i'm so fucking excited :D
my dad's home
and all you doubters (*cough cough* cristina :D) take a look at my new children, and yes, this is probably as close to children as i'm gonna get, and they are just so pretty, and they have SILVER accessories, and i love silver so much more than gold... wait, i'm babbling.
sooo pretty
the bottom three are the new ones. the ones i asked for are the two right ones, and the bonus was the left one. and the steal was the middle "penmanship" one, which didn't have a tag, so the lady scanned it in with the other tag, it was really supposed to be $38, as opposed to $16.28 like the other two.
and you know how i said one (the penmanship one) didn't have a little lamb charm? and my brother stole one form another purse, well my dad and i were just opening the purses, and out fell a lamb charm. so i have an extra one.. SCORE!!
yay!!!
i may post more later, i'm just so excited :D
tomorrow i have a spa day with my mom. i've never been to a spa, so hopefully it should be all good.
and then Wednesday is the first day of school. i'm excited.. kinda. i'm excited about going to school, because i generally have loads of fun at school, it's just all the reading and the assignments that suck.
also, i am going to be updating my LiveJournal, if i have it i might as well use it, but it's gonna be friends only, because that way, i might as well blab on about personal stuff that i don't necessarily want the whole world to be able to read.
fin (so fucking excited!!)
::EDIT:: for those of you who were wondering what i mean by silver accessories, i took pictures. i guess they're not really "accessories", but more like the trimmings? i dunno... the silver parts on the purse! .. the old purses had gold lamb charms, and the rest was just plain gold, but now they're silver, with cool little details. yay for my digital camera!! (i'm using all three purses in these pictures, yay!)
this has a nice "L" on it, i like it :D
and you can see on the little metal thing that the charm is attatched to it says "lamb"
this is new
and as some of up may know by my purse sometimes spontaneously falls off, usually becasue i didnt put it back together tightly enough, the handle comes off the purse. these new handles are black on one side and white on the other, so i can change the colour, which is cool, and good since the purses are mostly white.
and finally, my penmanship purse is PINK inside (it is, trust me! even though it looks red, it's PINK!)
thats enough for today... :D
schools tomorow..........
for those of you with LJ's, go add me to your friends lists.
so basically my nice long post just got eaten, and just as I was pressing 'post' I was thinking 'I should save this just incase' .. too late now.. BAH.
either way, this layout is pissing me off, so here we go, back to layout 7.0 'Cup of Coffee', and for those of you who didnt read my blog back then, it used to look like this. (well more aligned, but you get the point, there used to be a blogger ad that kept the pictures aligned and stuff like that)
BAH. i hate it when i write something long ass, and then it gets deleted. oh well.. probably better it got deleted, becasue it was mainly me bitching and feeling sorry for myself, i was bitching about my lack of friends yada yada yada, and how i seem to be loosing more friends than i'm making, which is about zero. so yeah....
[x]MOOD - thoughtful
[x]MUSIC - Kylie Minogue - More More More
I have an interesting decision to make... Well I guess it could be called interesting. I'm debating whether I should stay here at blogger or move on to here. As you can see by the entry, that I had been planning on moving to LJ, but I didn't like the fact that I couldn't figure out how to make layouts. But I seem to have kinda hacked it, and kinda figured it out. (the funny thing is I wrote that on April 1st last day of school, and I did nothing all summer to try to figure it out, and now that it's school time again, I figured it out)
but I like being here at blogger, I like how making layouts is so damn simple. BUT THAT FUCKING BAR UP THERE PISSSES ME OFF!! It's ugly, and very annoying. I may end up just staying here because I'm too lazy to close this.. And I just realized that my with obsessiveness with fanlistings , they all link to this site, and on my LJ I wouldn't be able to have them, well I would but bah.
also, if I did move over to LJ, I would make it friends only. My main problem with blogger other than that FUCKING BAR is random people reading my thoughts, or people who I know, but don't necessarily want to have reading my thoughts. But some people aka cristina and other friends don't have LJ's so they wouldn't be able to read or comment.
BAH.
I don't know.
on a sidenote... The layout I have up on my LJ is part of a layout I had up here almost a year ago, it's my 'fall layout' and I was considering putting it up here again at 2am yesterday, because now that a bunch of you have said that this layout reminds you of ipods, not that you said it as a bad thing, the layout now reminds me of ipods and I now hate the layout. BAH. I really liked this layout too. But I'm gonna keep this layout up for at least a week or so, but then I'm gonna start reusing old layouts.. yay!! Because recently i haven't felt like making new layouts at all, so I'm going to use old layouts, and I will probably be fixing all the mistakes and making them look better. whoo!!
oh.. I forgot... When I was in a good mood earlier, I had been planning on putting this at the beginning of the post, but I had to say the layout shit first.
HI EMILY
*grin*
that's it for now...... I'm extremely bored, and sad. But that's another story. I think I'm so bored that I'm sad. Does that make sense? nvm. Don't comment on that. At least school will be starting soon, and I can do things like, stalk Emily and candice and ..... Yeah. That's about all I tend to do during my school year. Oh and get fat. And take the bus, and freeze my ass off waiting for the bus.
anyhwoo... Posting a potp would require me actually having on to post, and I'm too lazy to go look, so yeah..........
::EDIT:: 8:32pm
good news on the obsessive LAMBpurse buying obsession (yes i know i just used two forms of the word obsessed in one sentence, and guess what, i'm gonna use it like three more times so just deal) so i was on Queen st yesterday and i saw a bunch of purses and they were all in this style, which is one of the kinds i want, i didnt check the price b/c i know theyre about $80 at this store. i hadnt seen them in these styles (from the spring line) in canada yet, so i'm guessing theyre new or something. anyways... the point is, you couldnt get them in canada before.
so my dad just phoned me, andhes in boston for a week, and i sent him down to boston with a printout of directions to two Lord&Taylors that sell the purses, and two pictures of the purses. i was gonna tell him yesterday not to bother buying me purses when you can get them here, and it's about the same price. but i went to cristinas house yesterday so i missed his call. this is a very very very good thing :D
my brother and dad went to Lord&Taylors today and they saw one of the purses in the pictuse but it didnt have a price tag or a lamb charm (jacob then took one of the charms off of another purse :D yay! go jacob!) so they took another purse up to the cash so the lady could scan it. and when she did.. guess how much it rang up at?? ........... sixteen dollars. .... yes one six, 16US. hello!! so they bought both purses for $32US, when it would normally be 52US for just one fucking purse.
SCORE!!!!
my dad rocks!!!
but back to the whole obsessiveness... i was talking to em and cris yesterday, and i was like, 'i think once i get to 5 i may be just a tad too obsessed and i should stop sometime' uh... now i'm at 4, and my dad was saying he might go back tomorow to check out the purses. .... then i may have more than 4. and then a new fall line comes out soon.
GAHHHH!!!!! i'm so fucking obsessed. but so happy!!
and to think, like an hour ago i was feeling all sad and sorry for myself.
:EDIT: Sept 3rd 6:30pm
i now have 5 lambpurses..... i have reached the aforementioned too obsessed stage
[x]MOOD - tired, i'm going to bed
[x]MUSIC - nothing
so new layout... it's Kylie, yay!!
other than that, nothing really to say.
the stupid ass blogger bar at the top is pissing me off. i would so like to move over to my LJ, but one, the coding is a bitch, and two... i really like blogger, it's just that stupid ass bar!! ARGH.
name: Sarah Louise
age: 18
birthday: November 21home: toronto
nationality: canadian school: York University
status:Singlework: unemployed height:5'2 eye color:brown/topaz hair color:Brown but
dyedBLACK as INK
